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Emotions+Tears=Gratefulness RT38

I'm in a grateful mood rn. I just cried (and still am) over my mom.

I'll explain it to you.

My little sister and my little brother are 9 months and a few days apart.

My mom had many birthing difficulties to where it would be life threatening if my mom had another child.

But then my littlest sibling (soon sister) was a thing. The doctors said to my mom that it was either her or her baby.

And she said, "If it's me or my child's life, I'm picking my child's life to save," or something along those lines.

I was only like 9 or 10 at the time...how do you tell a kid that there mom is dead?

And so I would've lost my mom without even knowing it...

But a miracle happened...

The doctors were able to save both my mom and my littlest sister.

I was told this like a week ago, that it was either my mom or my sister. I didn't realise the emotion of the situation then, but I do now.

I'm a Christian, and I thank the sweet lord above for saving my family.

I actually prayed, and I never pray (I don't go to church like I should).

It was more of me just saying thank you and crying, but I prayed.

I'm grateful for my family, for my wealth (very little but it gets us along), for my bf, for my dog, and for you guys and gals reading this.

I'm a grateful woman today.

Be grateful, its better than being grumpy.

Btw, the rewritten chapter of "For Infinity, I Promise" is halfway done!!!

The is Shadow Leira, signing off.