chapter six

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daniel's POV~
i sit there face in hand. wanting to lean in. lane all i want right there. but she's vulnerable. i'm not taking advantage. she's weak. but strong. she looks at me confused. i look back give her a smirk. she giggles. the kind i miss. her short little laughs that brighten your day. she just sits there looking broken. shattered. in a million pieces. i look at myself. full. rebuilt. a brand new me. but she is still building herself back up piece by piece. she gets up. and walks away. i'm left alone. pondering what had happened i decided just to go home. then i could think about lane after all this time she's the one to come back. she needed me. but i don't think i need her anymore. but i still have a little crack in my heart. from her. and i want to patch that up. but i don't know how...

lane's POV~
i feel like crap. and also look like it. i went back to my apartment. thinking about daniel. his personality. kindness. tooth gap. every little thing about him. leaves me wanting more. but i pulled away. just as i had done before. i go to the bathroom and take a long hot shower. i get out and look at my fuzzy self in the blurred mirror. i look at myself. scars. burns. from all of the time without him. i did this to myself. i go and change into a cropped sweatshirt, jeans, and converse. i throw on some makeup. and straighten my hair. on my way out i grab my ball cap and sunglasses. i'm walking down the street when i see ethan. i roll my eyes. ignoring him. i go to my favorite coffee shop and order my usual. a large caramel macchiato. i sit at my regular booth and pull out my phone. instagram- people asking what happened to me
twitter- people are getting worried
tumblr- me and daniel breakup posts
messages- barren, no one bothers
i'm alone. until i get the message,

669-3421-6547 ~ hey it's daniel
Lane☺️ ~ oh hey daniel...
Daniel😚~ so about the park?
Lane☺️~ it was nothing...
Daniel😚~ okay, bye i guess?

i can't tell him. what happened to me. because he would just scold me. i don't want that. some one judge mental. but look at me. judging him. karma huh? well i'm the bitch in this. wow. that's when i saw him ethan. chasing a girl. not much younger than me. and then the night comes back to me. the night i got raped by ethan...

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