daniel's pov ~
i should've know.
everything that happened is because of me.
the breakup.
the alcohol.
the hookup.
my depression.
i lost everything i had.
i lost her.
lane pohl, the love of my life.
it all happened at the party... that damned party ruined my life. i got wasted bad. and one thing led to another and i hooked up with this blonde. i don't even know her name, is that a bad thing? the worst thing is lane found out. lane if your asking is my ex girlfriend. we broke up because the whole hookup thingy. my biggest regret is losing her. everything about her was perfect her personality, body, eyes, hair. all of it. it's overwhelming. and i lost the only light in my life...
i started drinking. a lot. like every night waking up on the floor or in another house. i had to see a therapist. but i couldn't bare to do it. to talk to someone. about losing the only thing good about me. except the boys. they stuck by me even through the thick and thin. i would yell. shout. scream. blaming everyone. even though it was only my fault. my depression. a dark cloud. fogging up my vision. making my actions insane. making my life wilt like a flower right in front of my life. but i couldn't stop. jonah finally made me go. he's always been the big brother. i went in. facing my fears head on. waiting to explain my whole down fall. the mistake. weighing me down. carrying my passions. and life. i want to destroy it. i want to make everything right. before my whole life. career. falls apart...
