Hidden Light

Faking

I am a fake person
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I am always fake
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To everyone
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Not the kind that is a traitor
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That is a bad influence
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Nor is a fake friend
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That pretends to like them
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No
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I fake my happiness
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I fake my happiness to everyone
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I don't want them to know
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'Cuz they see me as the happiest
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Not the loneliest
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But the "HAPPIEST "
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I never knew the feeling of showing the pain
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I never knew the feeling of "CONFESSING"
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I fake almost "EVERYTHING"
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I fake my laughter
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I fake my gestures
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I fake my smile
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I fake my happiness
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I never knew when
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Never knew how
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All I knew is help is what I needed.

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So, originally... I was supposed to post this tomorrow, but I feel like meh, nobody cares anyways cuz nobody reads it, why not post it now? So yeah.....