Hidden Light

Hoping

Hope
.
I don't believe in it
.
Hope
.
Doesn't work for me
.
But I hope
.
I really hope
.
I hope it would stop
.
And bear with me
.
That I can't take the pain anymore
.
That it kills me
.
But I still hope
.
Hope everything will change
.
Hope I could be saved
.
Hope I could be happy
.
Hope I won't fake a smile anymore
.
Hope I could show a smile that's real
.
I hope to be saved
.
I hope to have someone
.
Who will hope
.
For me
.
Hope for me to be happy
.
Hope for me to smile widely
.
Hope for me
.
Because I'm already tired
.
I am so tired
.
Of hoping
.
Tired of trying to hope
.
Tired of trying
.
Save me
.