Hidden Light

Losing

I am losing hope

I'm losing hope

I'm losing

Wait...

I just lost

I started smiling

And did all I can to keep that

That smile

That smile plastered on my face

Since day one

Where I started

But why

Why did it end up like this?

I started happy

And end up crying

I just lost

You just won

We were smiling

But then

You changed both of them

Mine was filled with tears

And hers...

It's even wider

And somehow I can't move

I just lost

And you won

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Hi,  I haven't posted for soooo long. It's just freaking depression kicks in and out. It hurts so much than before and writing just ease the pain a bit but I can't write much now cuz I can't even move. I feel like a cooked noodle, i can't evem stand in the morning. Oh well, I'll be posting another chapter after this.