Hidden Light

Missing

I don't know what happened
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They don't know what happened
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Shit
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None of us knew what happened
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It just suddenly came rushing in
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Hitting us in the face like a truck
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Without a warning
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The impact
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Oh, how much that shit hurts
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But me, who felt like something was odd
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Stayed quiet
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'Cause I thought I was just over thinking
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Like I always do
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So I calmed myself down and let it go
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But I felt so stupid
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When it really did happen
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I was so scared of it to actually happen
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I wasn't prepared for it
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Like fuck
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I never even imagined it would come
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I was too happy
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We were too happy with you
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And took you for granted
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We were too numb
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To actually dig deeper
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We always told our stories
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'Cause you are our mommy
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Our superwoman
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Our saviour
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But we never asked if you're fine
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'Is my mommy fine?'
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'Is she alright?'
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'I wonder if she's well'
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Mommy, I miss you
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We all miss you
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We know that you're hurt
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I know that I've hurt you
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I've been so selfish
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And I probably sound more selfish
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But I need you
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You made me realize that
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Being open is not a bad thing
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You made me happy
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I don't care what others will say
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We just need you back
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It hurts us seeing you smile without us
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That smile that we used to share
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We just love you too much
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That we forgot to ask...
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'Is mommy okay?'