Let Us Learn How To Love Together

In His Arms

~Trigger Warning, Mentions Past Abuse~

Ryan's POV~

It's been exactly 3 weeks since our first date and so far it's been pretty good. It's Saturday and I convinced my mom to let me spend the night at a friends house. I'm currently sitting on a bench in the park we always meet at. I occupy my time watching my breath in the cold night air. He pulls up and I walk to his car. He climbs out of his car and pulls me into a tight embrace, my arms instantly wrapping around his back. He kissed the top of my head, I smiled and nuzzled into him. He pulled away, we hopped into his car and we began driving. Today was our one month anniversary and we just planned on watching movies the whole night.

"So what movie are we going to watch first."

"I have a few in mind but we'll decide when we get there."

We arive and rush into the house, tonight was particually cold, which is why we rushed. I plopped down onto the couch and cuddled the pillow. Levi locks the front door and grabs a movie binder then sits next to me. I scoot to where he is and cuddle up against him, his arm wrapping around my shoulder.

"So I was thinking of The Fault In Our Stars, The Notebook, If I Stay, Doctor Strange, The Avengers, and Iron Man the first one. Any of these sound good to you?"

"Hmm, Doctor Strange sounds good"

"Alright if you can put it in and start it I'll get the popcorn ready and grab the candy."

I pop in the movie and sit through the previews. Levi comes back with the food and sits. Once the previews are done I start the movie and cuddle up with him, the popcorn sitting in his lap. Once we were finished with that movie we agreed upon The Fault Of Our Stars. There was still a good amount of popcorn left but the candy was almost gone. About halfway through the movie I laid down so that my head was resting in his lap while still facing the TV. At the end of the movie I was in tears. That was so... sad... Levi chuckles and strokes my shoulder. I pull away from him, giving him a dirty glare for laughing, then curling up on the other end of the couch, hugging the pillow tightly. He scoots towards me and pats my head.

"I'm sorry baby, but I just didn't expect you to get emotional over a movie"

I glared at him above the pillow.

"How could I not? Why did someone have to die?"

"It just makes a story... I don't know it ties it all together, makes it... realistic I guess"

I sit up and face him, he wipes the tears off of my face, keeping his hand resting on my cheek. He leans in slowly and presses his lips against mine. My heart is beating so fast right now. I mean, we've kissed before, several times, but this time feels... different. My arms wrap around his neck while his hands find their way to my lower back. I am pretty sure I'm going to have a heart attack before the night is over. I pulled away and moved to sit on his lap so that I was stradling him, then I pulled him back into the kiss. His hands slid down to grope my ass, squeezing gently. I moaned and rested my head on his shoulders, we were both panting.

"Are you... okay?

I nodded and he kissed my neck.

"Do you think you're... ready... I mean... with what could happen?"

"Yeah."

I practically whispered and he kissed my neck again.

"Just tell me when you want me to stop."

"Okay... I will"

"Okay, hold on..."

I wrap my arms around his neck and he stands up. I pull away from his neck and kiss him. It was rough but passionate. He walked to his bedroom, only bumping into a few things on the way. Once in he closed the door with his foot and pulled away from the kiss, then laying my down on to the bed. I unwrap myself from him and he stands up, grabbing the hem of his shirt. He looks away from me and pulls it over his head, tossing it somewhere in the room. He's still not looking at me, so I sit up and run my hands down his chest. His whole top half is covered in scars. I look up at him then lean in and kiss the biggest scar which is right by his collar bone. I pull back and shrug my jacket off, then take my shirt off as well and throw them where his shirt is. He pushed my back onto the bed and kissed me roughly. His hand moved down my torso and to the button of my pants. Unbuttoning them he pushes them down. He pulls away from the kiss to pull them down all the way, along with my boxers.