Let Us Learn How To Love Together

Almost there

~!Trigger!Warning! (this will get graphic!!!! I know this whole thing has been bad but this is going to be the worst yet)

Ryan's POV~

It's been two days since I got out of the hospital. Levi gave me some cameras to put in my room to catch what happens. I rush home from school to get the cameras set up. As soon as unlock the door and walk in I get slammed up against the wall next to the door. I sigh and drop my book bag onto the floor.

"I'm gonna have you now bitch!"

He spat in my face as he spoke and I shivered. Even though this all sucs it's been getting easier to deal with ever since I found Levi.

"Whatever, just make it fast, I have homework."

He pulled away from my neck and growled.

"What's gotten into you recently?! You haven't been as much fun as of late!"

He smiled wickedly causing my to shrink internally.

"I'll just have to push you harder!"

He grabbed me by my waist, picking me up then carrying me to the kitchen. He grabbed a small sharp knife then proceeded to carry my to my room. I saw my mom out of the corner of my eye and she looked shocked. This honestly isn't the first time he's brought out the knife in our "fun" time, but it's been awhile. I am really not looking forward to it. He threw me onto the floor, slamming the door behind him.

"Get up and strip"

I scrambled to my feet and striped out of my clothing as fast as I could. When I was naked he smirked causing me to almost gag.

"Now turn around, bend over and put your hands on the wall, arching your back."

I did as he told and I felt a sharp pain spread throughout my back. I bit my lip hard to keep from screaming. I shivered when I felt his tongue run along my back. This felt so wrong. I hate this! Ok, only a few more days until I get out of here, i just have to push through

"Who do you belong to?"

Levi

"You"

"Good bitch still know his place."

He walk away and grabbed the ball gag and blindfold. I really hate that thing. He walked back over to me then proceeded to put the gag and blindfold on me.

"Don't even think about making a sound."

I felt the knife dig deeper into my skin and I whimpered, only to get a hard slap to my ass. I bit down on the gag and squeezed my eyes shut. I felt blood trickle down my back and his fingers ran along it. He smeared the blood at my entrance and I braced myself. He pushed into me, hard, forcing a scream to come out through the gag. I then felt the blade of the knife on the side of my throat, to which he proceeded to slice, not deep enough to kill me, but deep enough to hurt, alot. I bangged my head on the wall to prevent any sounds. He thrusted into me hard and fast, and man did it hurt. I miss Levi... Just the thought of him made this less horrible. I felt him untie the gag and I wiped the saliva off of my chin.

"Now who do you belong to again?"

"You..."

Another hard slap

"I can't hear you?"

"You!"

"Ok, good now you're not allowed to come so don't you dare."

He started rubbing me and I bit my lip. This really isn't that hard, all I have to do is think of his face and boom, soft. When I felt I was close I thought of him and instantly didn't need to release. After a few moments he finished and pulled out of me, causing me to crumple onto the floor.

"Get cleaned up, and try to get the blood out of the carpet."

I heard the door slam and I pulled the blindfold off. I got up off the ground and looked in the mirror. My lips were swollen and bruised, there was a large gash on my neck, and I had an obvious hickey on my neck. When I turned around I saw cuts on my back, big enough to leave a scar. I sighed then proceeded to get dressed. I pulled on my underwear and shorts and walked out of my room to grab my bookbag. My mother gasped when she saw my back and I rolled my eyes before heading back to my room. Once in I locked my door and began setting up the cameras. I hid one in my bookshelf and one under my bed. As soon as I had them connected and such I laid down in my bed, not lying on my back and stared up at the celling. I can't believe I'm actually going to do this, I've lived with this most of my life, it's just, I'm so used to it by now. I might actually get away. I pulled out my phone and texted Levi asking if he could pick me up at the park and help me get pictures. Which he quickly responded a yes. I hurridly got dressed the rest of the way and rushed out the door. I got to the park in under 20 minutes and saw Levi sitting on the bench waiting for me. I smiled and rushed to him he stood up and I hugged him. When he hugged back however I flinched because, well, my back hurt. He took note of this and pulled away.

"What's wrong?"

"My back hurts."

"Oh, I'm sorry, lets go."

We headed off to his house and when we were inside I shrugged off my jacket and saw that the inside of it was soaked. I sighed and set it n the floor, inside up, and walked over to Levi.

"Alright, what do you need help getting pictures of... Oh dear!"

I turned around to let him see my back. The whole back of my shirt was covered in blood, my blood. I grabbed the camera out of my bag and handed it to him. He quickly took the picture then set the camera down. I turned to face him and closed the distance between us, him meeting me halfway. He placed his hands on my waist and pressed his forehead against mine then sighed.

"I seriously can't wait till you are safe in my arms, forever."

"Me too."

He kissed my forehead and pulled away.

"Where else do you need pictures, other then your neck?"

"I don't know...can you... can you help me look?"

"Yes."

I tilted my head up to allow for a good picture of my neck, which he got it. I pulled my shirt off and turned my back to him to let him get a shot of the damage. He gasped when he saw how bad it was. He took another photo of my back and walked over to me, giving me a quick kiss.

"Ok, where else?"

"My hips maybe?"

I pulled my pants down slightly enough to see that there is indeed huge bruises. He took a picture of those and set the camera down.

"I really want to hug you right now, but I don't want to hurt you."

"Can we cuddle?"

"Ok... but only if you promise to tell me if I hurt you."

"Alright I promise."

"Alright"

He grabbed my hand and lead me to his room. I laid down on his bed on my side and he laid down next to me. He scooted so that his head was resting on my stomach and his arms we're wrapped around my waist. I pressed a hand on the back of his head while my other arm rested under my head. He kissed my stomach and I smiled.

"I love you, so so much baby, and I'm glad that you are finally telling someone, it brings me so much relief."

"I love you too... I wanna spend the night here..."

"Ok, call your mom."

"I don't want to get up, I'll do it later"

"Ok baby, just don't forget."

"I won't"

I ended up forgeting and falling asleep