My OnLy OnE✅ 2nd BOOK of the Hensmiths)

chapter 9❤

Vanessa's p.o.v

Right now my friend Regina has been on my neck since this morning to go to a club with her,I've been saying no but she's the hard one who doesn't take no for an answer.

You all might be wondering where I am currently,well I just moved back to America from London some months ago .

After I finished my university I decided to come back to America and face life ,I want to work and provide for myself my dad is still over there in London and his still working but my dad alone can't be taking care of me for the rest of his life right ?

I'm 21 now ,and I look more beautiful and elegant than my high school days ,...argn.... thinking about that has made me to think about the one person who stole my heart and broke it into million pieces,i thought he loved me but he only used me for a selfish bet .

I wouldn't lie if I say I didn't miss him, I really do..but I must remember what he did to me,well if you want to know I don't have a boyfriend...cause guys have been on my neck in London but Jason was better than all of them ,I try to give one a Chance when he confessed he loves me , although i don't feel the same for him but I just wanted to see if I could move on ,at a point I started calling my new boyfriend Jason you know , when we are making out if that's the appropriate word ,he always ask questions and I avoid it cause I don't know why I kept Making mistakes calling him by that name,but I broke up with him because he was eager to sleep with me ,and each time i ask him to give me time he becomes furious and we end up fighting so i broke it off.

even if Jason had a bet over me ,he was never eager to sleep with me...right?.....right!.

And he doesn't force me into things,he showed me love and I believed what I saw and no nothing about the true deed behind it ...he was only pretending,and I was willing to give him my virginity.

If I hadn't find out the truth that night ,i'm sure I would have given him Myself like I promised,i miss him so much but I must remember he broke my heart,he hurt my feelings beyond repair....if this was my fate ...I wish I had never knew Jason in the first place...cause my heart still want him while my brain keep screaming*never* but I know the heart doesn't lie .

He must have even forgotten about me,maybe his even married or engaged to someone God I suddenly feel angry at my thought,what if his really married ,what if his forgotten about me.?

you idiot what do you think,that he will wait for you?,of course he's enjoying himself now ,so just face your business

My mind judged .

But why do I feel sad thinking he's with another woman?

you idiot ,that's because a part of you still love him but your brain is telling you ...no,no,no...Nesa you don't love him anymore

My mind screamed at me .

I shook my head.
"No your lying...I don't love him anymore" I said .

"Hello girlfriend ...what are you talking about ...I asked you to come to a club with me this evening but your saying i don't love him anymore perhaps is there ghost living in this house with us that i know nothing off ?or your having a mental issue?...Regina asked .

I suddenly started laughing,i didn't know i said that out loud

"Sorry Reg ...I was just in a deep thought,by the way about the club ,I don't wanna go " I said getting up and heading to the kitchen she followed me .

"C'mon Nesa ...why are you so stubborn since we move to America...you haven't try to step out except when your looking for jobs ....we could always do that later right ? let's go chill out first " Regina begged .