My OnLy OnE✅ 2nd BOOK of the Hensmiths)

chapter 17❤

VANESSA'S POV

It's been three days now since I've moved in with Jason and he's so rude towards me, sometimes he says nasty things to me like he doesn't know how hurtful it is , I  wish i was  flash so I could just varnish.

But how can I still love him ,after all he did ...he used me , I was just a bet among him and his friends...but why will he hurt me that much ?...I couldn't take it and that's why I left .

Regina was surprised when I told her Jason was my ex that I ran away from years ago , I explained to her how he tricked me into signing a contract with him for a year,...but I just don't know why his acting like this ...I mean why is he hell bent on keeping me here ...? Maybe it's high time i confront him about the past....but what will happen if he admit he actually bet on me ....i've tried to get over it six years now ..will I be able to take it if he says it to my face again?

We had arrived from Canada yesterday evening and he was all over me , grabbing me every chance he got  ,so when we got back I kept my distance from him , I really didn't want to be close to him cause, the feeling he raises inside of me by just being close i cant take it, and every time i look at him  it reminds me how he had hurt me .

Right now i'm in my room ,well the room Jason gave me though we argued pretty much about me staying in his room till he let me be and finally left me to stay in this room , I just freshen up Jason isn't home and I wonder where he had gone ,i woke up this morning not seeing him.

My phone started ringing and I rushed to get it it was my dad ...I miss him so much .

"Dad"I called .

"Hello angel ...how are you ?" He asked .

"i'm fine dad" I said .

"So did you find a job? He asked .

Should I tell my dad I've seen Jason again? I told my dad everything that serina told me that day in the washroom, my dad was really upset ...he said he never knew Jason could go to that extent, but he was still doubting a little that Jason wouldn't just hurt me .

Well I don't think I should tell him cause he will freak out .

"Um yeah dad...I did " I say.

"So where are you working? "He asked .

Oh my God where do i work?

Why are you asking me ?

I wasn't asking you

Well you just did

Shut up!.

"Umm...well i'm working in a restaurant" I lied .

God I feel bad lying to him, i'm not used to it .

"Are you being paid well...you know if it becomes tough for you , you could come back to London ...." He said.

How I wish I can , but i'm being tied down here if I make a move then Jason will get me and I don't want to think of what he could do to me,he's already made me scared can't afford to take another heart full threat .

Really ?....or the idea of being without him suddenly terrifies you ?

Jezz! Stop it ...i never said that .

I was asking ....i know you better .

Why would i want to stay with someone who hurt me ?

Well , if you don't you would have still left already ,but your here hiding under the pretence of being scared he might get you again .