RANT BOOK

Drabble

I am not in any means an author so this is me writing out an idea... that may be 100% awful   

Connor Murphy was the next king - and even though how many he times he said he was gay he was  ushered to balls to meet princess. And sometimes he liked it because he got to see some rich princess freak out when he said he was gay. But the main reason he hated because he was already in love- with this servent boy, Evan Hansen. And what puts the icing on the cake is that he is dating some asshole in the royal guard, Jared fucking Klienman.. 

(Wow author thanks for non needed back story.. TIMESKIP)

CONNOR POV

I sat in my room that was to bright for my huge hangover, he didnt ask the sun to blind him every day. I hard a knock that was a little too quite and he knew that it was Evan- and Connoe  freaked the FUCK OUT.

"HOLD ON EV, I AM—- NAKED???"

WHY THE HELL DID YOU JUST SAY THAT. 

NO TIME- LOOK DECENT.

He quickly ran to his mirror and brushed his ugly ass curly morning hair. He wouldn't mind having Evan in his bed next to him every morning to pit his soft fingers through his ha- NO GAY THOUGHTS PLEASE.

"You can come in Ev!"

Evan and entered in a different servent outfit than normal- he usually comes in with khakis and a blue button down- but today made Connor just stare. A blue maid outfit that was pretty fitting on his curvy body and made him look absolutely stunning. Connor felt his cheeks grow hot so he quickly turned around.

"Yeah, they forgot  to wash my uniform so they just gave me this.. Jared says that I look like " a snack" and he has a surprise for me after work- I am slightly nervous.."

"Well I love it- you look so bea- AWESOME IN THAT STUFF AHA HAH...." Connor uncomfortably screamed.

"Well thanks Con! You have another ball to attend and I have your dress clothes and your shoes are getting polished. Are you excited, you may meet the love of your life here!!"

"I don't think so- because I already found the love of my life."

CONNOR WHAT THE SHIT WHY DID YOU SAY THAT?!?!

"Oh my goodness!! Really what is her name?!"

well shit might as well leave and kiss your dreams of Evan and kissi- "EVELYN?" WHAT THE HELL HE IS GOING TO KNOW IT IS YOU.

"That is amazing! Let me tell your parents!!" Connor jumped across the room to grab Evans' soft warm arm "YOU CANT.." "why??" "Because I want to... be the one.. to tell them??"

" okay! Well I will be at the ball tonight helping serve and stuff so I can see you!" "Yeah.." "Well bye!" Evan pulled away from my grasp but I can still feel his warm skin...

(TIME SKIP) 

As I was on my way to get my shoes from the polisher I see Evan and Jared... I can sorta hear their conversation..

"Do you really need to attend the ball- I have something better that we can do...." Jared said "seductively".

"Yes Jare.. I would love to not go but I need to help the king." Evan said slowly 

"Sometimes I feel like you like Connor more than me.." said Jared accusingly

"No, I love you very much! And we can do whatever you wanted to do after the ball!" 

"I love you Evvy." Jared said pulling Evans chin with his fingers and lovingly put kisses on his head. 

"THIS IS NOT A PLACE TO MAKE OUT JARED" Connor yelled 

"At least I have a someone to love" retorted Jared pulling Evan closer by his hips, as Evan giggled and looked up at Jared with love. It made Connor want to puke. And punch Jared. And take Evan far away from here and love him...

"Well you should be getting ready Evan. The ball is in an hour and you need to get in your dress clothes.." 

"Oh yeah! Jared I have to show you what I am wearing tonight! It is this thing maid Mary got me !! It is so pretty!" Evan screeched in happiness and dragged Jared to his room.

(TIME SKIP) 

All of these fancy people walking in and saying hello and I am already very uncomfortable, but I see Evan enter and he looks breathtaking...

Wearing a baby blue dress with white stockings and little black heels... The shade of blue matches with his eyes perfectly. Then I see Jared walk in with only a swagger a very insecure person can do matching evan with his tie. As I get closer to Evan I see hickeies all over his neck but with some concealer... That should be Connor.. 

"Evan you look..." stunning, breathtaking, beautiful, sexy, adorable "nice." UGH JUST TALK TO HIM NORMALLY. 

"Thank you Con." 

As the night continues Connor is getting more pissed off, seeing Jared kiss Evan and touch his hips and other things CONNOR SHOULD DO. So he just needs to get this over with and tell him and be rejected..

"Hey Ev can I speak to you for one second?" "Yeah, of course." 

Connor said taking Evans hand and leading them out of the ballroom.

Connor saw an empty room and pulled Evan in with him. 

"Are you okay Con? You seem panicked"

"No I am not okay.. I- I need relationship advice." 

"Oh okay!" 

"So I am in love, with someone who already is dating someone else.. And I love them so so much what should I do?"

"Oh, well maybe tell her how much ypu care about her and that she means a lot and then just kiss her. To see if she likes you back- I am not really sure I am not good at relationships, I just have Jared."

"Okay. So. Evan. I love ypu more than words, I love you so so so much and you mean so much to me and, I love you, I love you."

"Just like that! Okay go do that to Evelyn! Is she here? Can I meet her?" 

"Evan.. I- She is you. I love YOU.."

Evan didn't respond, so Connor thought it was a good idea to kiss him...

Which was the best thing ever for ConnoR