Don't- D.S

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***TRIGGER WARNING***
Mentions of attempted suicide, self harm, depression, cheating

I've had enough. Of everyone and everything

I just want to end it. All of it. The pain, the misery, the fake happiness. Everything

I'm sick of people treating me like a toy.

I walk into the kitchen, grab a piece of paper and walk into my bathroom getting out the little tub of pills

I get out a pen and write on the paper

Hey mom, dad, everyone

I love you guys so much but I can't do this anymore. I can't keep pretending.

When I'm gone please forget about me. I don't want any of you to be sad or anything. Don't mourn me, carry on with your lives and just forget me. I won't care

I'm sorry

y/n

I then grab my phone and unlock it, and tap on Daniels contact

Daniel 💔
Y/n: Hey Daniel. I know your with her now And you don't want or care about me But I still love you and I hope your happy. When I do this please forget about me. I'm sorry

Daniel 💔: y/n? Why are u texting me and what do you mean forget you? Are you ok?

Y/n: I'm fine. Just forget me and I'm sorry for everything

Daniel 💔: no y/n. What're u doing
Daniel 💔: talk to me right now
Daniel 💔: please don't do this
Daniel 💔: I'm coming to your house right now

DANIELS POV

I saw y/n's texts and started to worry

'Forget about me'? 'I'm sorry'?

I run to my car and start the engine as quickly as I can to drive to her house

I get to her house and knock on her door anxious to see her as soon as I can

Her mom opens the door with a smile. "Oh hi Daniel. What're you doing here?"

"I need to see y/n right now. I think shes going to kill herself" I say trying my hardest not to tear up

Y/n's moms' smile drops as soon as the words leave my mouth and She turns around and sprints up the stairs as I follow closely behind

Her mom barges through her closed bedroom and looks around as I run past her straight into the bathroom.

What I saw absolutely shocked me

Y/n was trying to open a jar of pills, tears streaming down her face.

"Y/n. Don't do this. Drop the bottle right now" I said looking at her shaking body

"WHY DO YOU CARE DANIEL?! YOU CHEATED ON ME WHEN I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH YOU AND NOW YOU COME HERE THREE MONTHS LATER AND SAY YOU CARE?!" She screamed at me

"YOUR THE REASON I DONT WANT TO BE HERE. YOUR THE REASON I HATE I MYSELF. YOUR THE REASON I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO END!" She yelled at me again

I was heartbroken. When I kissed that girl I wasn't thinking straight. I shouldn't have done it

"Nothing to say, huh?" She said more calmly but still crying

"Y/n when I did that I wasn't thinking. I am so so so sor-"

"YOUR SORRY?! Daniel that doesn't fix anything! You didn't even make ANY effort to make me stay or even say anything!" She spat

"I didn't know what to say" I said trying to hold back the tears

"Just let me do this. I don't want to be here" she whispered crying heavier

Y/n's mom ran past me and knocked the pills out of y/n's hands and sat on the floor with her and pulled her into a hug both of them were now crying

A note on the bench caught my eye so I walked over and read it.

I could never forget about her. Not when she was the one to show me what love was

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If your wondering, yes. I did cry while writing this.

Thank you for all of the love while I couldn't think of anything. It really means a lot

If u want a part 2 just comment ❤️

Stay safe my little lions- Mia 💜

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