No Love // Lil Xan

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I held the test in my hand, the tears streamed down my face.
Pregnant? oh no.

*Few hours earlier*

I woke up from a long ass nap at around 4:47pm. I got up off the couch and got myself some snacks cause I'm one hungry bitch. I sat on the couch and ate my snacks like there was no tomorrow. I scrolled through my phone, realizing what day it is. October 21... Fuck I should've started my period like a fucking week ago. The memories of the night me and Diego fucked lingered in my mind. What if I'm pregnant. No I can't be. That's absurd. Maybe I should get a pregnancy test for the hell of it just to make sure.

"Hey butterfly, how was your nap?" Diego asked while inhaling smoke from his joint. "It was pretty nice haha, I think I'm gonna go out for a bit, maybe get some snacks and stuff from the store or something. You need anything?" I asked when in reality I need to go to the pharmacy to um get the test. "Could you maybe get me some sour patch kids please?" "Of course" I laughed.

I lazily got off my ass and to my feet, grabbed some car keys and walked out the door. Within 10 minutes I'm at my local CVS. I got out of the car, locked it, and slowly walked into the pharmacy. I grabbed the sour patch kids first because I was closest to them, then made my way to where the pregnancy tests would be. Hmm do I get the more expensive ones or the cheap ones. I suppose I should get the more expensive ones so I know for sure. I ended up grabbing 4, all different brands. I paid for my stuff and left. Before I know it my ass is home and I'm throwing sour patch kids at Diego.

  "Shit butterfly, your the best" Diego said. I laughed walking away.

I grabbed the bag and walked into the bathroom attached to my room. I didnt notice that I was shaking until I went to grab the first test. I took all for tests, and placed them on the counter. I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. Five minutes until the results. I let my thoughts run wild until my timer went off. Well here goes nothing.....

I held the test in my hand, the tears streamed down my face.
Pregnant? oh no.

Every single test was positive. No. This can't be happening. My life is fucked. What do I tell Diego. This is gonna ruin our friendship. I'm just not gonna tell him for a while. That's what I'll do. Fuck my life. I began sobbing, not caring how loud my cries are, until there's a knock on the door and a worried Diego calling my name.