The sun was shining bright and early as I opened my eyes. Last night must've been wild or something cause I don't remember jack. I look to my side and I see a body, that body belonged to the one and only, Diego, and somehow we must've fucked last night. "Shit man" I thought to myself as I quickly, and quietly, got up and left his room and went to mine. I walk into the room, locked my door, and began to cry. This can't be fucking happening. What if I get pregnant. What if this ruins our friendship. I've known Diego since we we're 4, I can't fucking deal with losing him. I snapped out if my thoughts and got dressed into some comfy joggers and a hoodie. I can't help but think about all the things life doesn't have to offer me. Like what a waste of space I am. I'm knocked out of my thoughts when Diego barges in (I thought I locked the door what the hell). "What do you want Diego?" I said while sniffling, just realizing I was crying. "Are you okay butterfly? I heard you sniffling from a mile away" he stated while wiping my tears. "Yeah I'm just thinking too much I guess". This is why I hate being sober. All I do is get hit in the face with depression and over think everything and cry. "Don't cry Veronica, let's go smoke a blunt, maybe that'll make you feel better ".
Ahh short chapters I know, I'm just starting though ;)
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No Love // Lil Xan
Hayran Kurgu"You don't want me though" •Warning: Includes sexual activity, suicide, self harm, drugs, swearing, and other situations viewers may not be comfortable with•
