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^^^listen to song for this chapter

Alex's P.O.V

It hurts.

As I spend more and more time with him, the feeling is attaching us both to each other, making us more inseparable then we already are, and to know that he's leaving, it really hurts.

We walk to the park hand in hand talking about the most random things, but it was like every time he laughed or smiled or even talked, the whole world around us seemed to stop and it was only the both of us. Being with him made everything okay.
As we entered laughing, we received a couple looks from parents with buggies watching over their children here and there but we weren't at all bothered.

Arriving at the far corner at a beautiful grassy area of the park, we sat down at the isolated bench in the middle of the magnificent mini meadow.

"I have something for you, for us" he says, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a blue velvet box.
Inside the box was the two most beautiful pieces of jewellery I had ever seen.
He had got me the most beautiful necklace:

If had the moon in an intricate design , the stars were trailing up and a sapphire blue heart representing his eyes

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If had the moon in an intricate design , the stars were trailing up and a sapphire blue heart representing his eyes. There was simply no other words I could describe it as other then beautiful. He had a matching moon and stars bracelet but instead of a sapphire heart, it had an amazingly beautiful butterfly charm.

I was speechless.
"It's beautiful. Thank you" I breath, almost on the verge of letting my tears spill.
"It would look even more stunning on you" he said grinning as I smiled, heat rising to my cheeks as I turn around.
He put the necklace round my neck, clipping at the back before walking back.
As I was admiring the gorgeous necklace, a song began playing,

Mirrors

I turned to Daniel who had his hand outstretched,
"May I have this dance?" He asked with a grin causing me to lightly laugh,
"You may" I say, putting my hand in his, attempting to be elegant causing us both to laugh.

I draped my arms over his shoulders around his neck as he wrapped his softly around my waist.
As we swayed to the music, every word seemed to have an unimaginable impact on the both of us. I observed every stunning feature of his. Everything from his incredible jawline, adorable gap tooth, gorgeous smile that lights up his perfect face to his eyes.

His eyes.

The very first thing I had fell in love with.
His eyes were blue like the ocean, shimmering and crashing beneath the sunset. Looking into his eyes was like looking through a fragile piece of turquoise sea glass, which laid in the sand glistening in the sunlight.

I can go on forever about them.

I swear that his eyes have such beauty trapped in them, they could never be sufficiently described in just a few words. His eyes require pages as long as the ocean is deep. His eyes, aren't just a plain blue. They're a true blue, with ripples of rich sapphire, and little specks diamonds glistening through them, there is not a single thing that I have witnessed that could possibly be more beautiful. I could stare into the deep oceans in his eyes everyday, and still find them as stunning as when I saw them for the first time.

We weren't just getting lost in the music, but in each other. This sensation never failed to stop tugging at my heart, I wonder if he felt it too. He twirls me and it feels so light, as if we were defying gravity and it felt so right, all I could see was him as the music brings us closer till we are only inches apart, my breath hitches. I'm too young to feel this way right?
Oh no.

I'm in love with him.

He never leaves my mind, he's always there; mentally if not physically. It's just incomprehensible. He's my one stable force, my one stability in a world filled with chaos and I so desperately need that in my life. I love him so much for that. I'm in love with him and I can't believe I've only just realised it.

This feeling is so strange; it stretches throughout my whole body. It's overwhelming, yet makes me feel complete. It has no bound nor length nor depth; it's just absolute. It feels as though I'm in a dangerous fire, yet I'm completely safe at the same time. It feels as though someone's given me peace. It feels as though my heart is dancing around my chest; and a hole, I was never aware was there, has been filled. I feel so light, like I'm on top of the world yet my heart is constricting and it feels as if there's no oxygen in my lungs.

It's strange – frightening even – how you can go from someone being a complete stranger, to then being completely infatuated by them and wondering how it ever was that you were able to live without them, because you sure as hell couldn't imagine being without them now. I know we're only young, and most people would consider me to be foolish and naïve, but it's true when I say that I love him more than I could ever love myself. He's my best friend and, as cheesy as it sounds, he's my anchor. My one stability in this world filled with chaos.

And I'm gonna lose him forever.

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