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Alex's P.O.V

"Forever?"

"Forever."

"He remembers" my own voice taunts.

"He hates you, look at you."

"Why would he want you?"

"You mean nothing to him."

"Nothing"

I snap out of the endless tormenting voices swimming around my head, panting and tired. I look over at Brook who is still in her peaceful deep sleep. The events of last night replay in my head as I run my hands through my hair stressfully. How can someone be so cruel? But my even bigger question is, why can I not stop loving him after everything he's done?

I look to my right at the clock.

7:09am

There was no way I could even try to go back to sleep, instead, I clambered out of bed and made my way out the room slowly, being careful not to wake up Brook.
I tiptoed downstairs, seeing as everyone was asleep but heard talking and movement in the kitchen.

Confusedly, I entered the kitchen to see Daniel.
With Talia the bitch.
Making out.
On the counter.

Ouch.

That's an understated expression. It felt like he'd pierced a dagger through my heart as I watched him pull apart smirking then turning to me with the smirk still playing on his lips. He knew he was hurting me. And he enjoyed it.
"You" she said disgustedly, looking me up and down.
I didn't bother to say anything, instead I tried to begin making breakfast but the image stayed still in my head.

"Jealous much?" Daniel asked causing another dagger to pierce though my heart, he enjoys this, he really enjoys this.
I couldn't say anything, only confirming his thoughts.
Talia scoffed, "He doesn't want a slut" she cackled like the witch she is.
I remained silent, like my heart was caught in my throat blocking out all speech.

I heard feet shuffling downstairs but all I could think about was Daniel with Talia.
I guess I wasn't paying attention as I cut my hand instead of the fruit. I let out a brief, sharp sound of pain as Jacob then rushed into the kitchen and immediately to me.
"I'm fine" I say through the agonising pain.

"No. You're not fine, let me see" Jacob says, tending to the wound after seating me down.
I look over at Daniel who's still talking to Talia without a care in the world.
"He's not worth it" Jacob says out loud causing all of us to look towards him.

Why am I loving the wrong person?

"J?" I ask as he hums in response.
"Thank you" I say softly.
"For?" He asks, looking up at me.
"For everything. For being there for me. For being the worlds greatest best friend, I love you so much" I reply causing him to smile.

"Ugh. Stupid bitch" Talia comments under her breath which clearly aggravates Jacob but I hold his arm causing him to soften.
Daniel continues smirking at Talia's comments and the fact that I'm jealous.
"I swear I will slap that smirk right off his face" Jacob breathes, gritting through his teeth causing me to laugh additionally at the fact they didn't even hear him.

I eat breakfast then go back to my room to get ready.
Outfit:

I then applied my makeup and fixed my hair

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I then applied my makeup and fixed my hair.
As I walked back to the kitchen, the sight of Talia and Daniel made me sick to my stomach, their hands were laced together and he was kissing her nose cutely and repeatedly till he landed on her lips and the giggles continued.

I hate her.

"Alex?" Matts voiced fades in, snapping me out of the horror as I hum back.
"You okay?" He asks concernedly, observing my face.
"I'm fine. Come on. We need to get to the studio" I state blankly, grabbing the keys and exiting the house, followed by Brook, Jacob and Matt.

I could tell they were worried about me but I need to act like I'm okay, even if I'm not.

-

"You are so clumsy" I say, laughing at the fact that Jacob had once again almost messed up a million dollar recording studio just like the first day we recorded as we all entered the house in a fit of laughter.

"She's still here?" Brook says, lifting her nose up in disgust as we enter the living room to see only Daniel and Talia, with the wicked witch sitting on his lap.
The rest soon piled in seeing as we arrived.
"Movie night?" I suggested as they all agreed, well, the particular pair remained silent of course. Though I could feel their glares at the back of my head.

We ended up watching Love, Rosie

I seemed to get drawn into the movie, it was about a girl and boy, best friends to be precise. They go through this hell of a rollercoaster of love. The boy leaves and after a few years, everything seems to have changed, both their lives have turned upside down, for better or for worse. But the boy, he's found someone else, and she's finding it difficult to cope let alone sit by and watch.

I detach my eyes from the screen and over to the blue eyed boy sat away from me, he detaches his eyes from me.
He was looking at me. He knows what he's doing to me.
I excuse myself and walk outside near the pool, taking a seat on one of the large stones.
I looked up at the stars who I had once trusted, the stars that had once betrayed me,

Searching for a solution.


I'm sorry I haven't been updating, I've been really busy lately but I'm going to get back on schedule my lovelies😁💓Don't forget to vote and comment. Mkay. Byeeee.

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