Alone

Sad Paul, Sad Ave

Paul's POV

It's been days, Emily ended up having to stay at the hospital and Ave was sent to a rehab center to make sure she doesn't harm herself. She allowed us to see her before she left but she didn't allow me to see her. I tried to sneak in but security ended up escorting me out the hospital. They told me I wasn't allowed back in unless it was serious.

I've spent these last days at home, doing nothing but lay in bed. When it was my turn for patrols I went patrolled a while and then came back to bed. I haven't showered, I only eat when Jacob and Seth force me. I can't take it anymore. I miss her, I wanna see her, I need to see her. I can feel my heart breaking every second we aren't together or at least near each other. They didn't give us the address to where she is but they gave Jacob the phone number. I've asked him to give it to me so I could call her but he wont budge. I've tried to see the number in his thoughts when we're in wolf form but lately he hasn't phased when I'm around. He's really trying to keep me from her. I don't understand why. Isn't he suppose to help me be with my imprint? not keep me away? This sucks.

Ave's POV

Being stuck in this stupid hospital with suicidal teens sucks so bad. apparently the hospital with suicidal adults was full. The only thing that has come out of being here is me not cutting anymore. I want to stop but things come up that make me want to do it again. Even though I've said I want to die, I really don't. I just want my life to get better, be at least a bit normal. My ex-fiance was a vampire that killed my vampire mother, my current crush Paul is a freaking wolf! I want something normal to happen to me. Something small at least. Maybe get accepted into a nice college, or maybe get in a serious relationship with a normal guy. A guy who isn't a shapeshifting wolf or an abusive killer. A guy who has a good job, his own house, maybe a pet cat, his own car, is in college or has finished college, a family with a normal loving mother, a caring father and a few annoying siblings. I'm not that picky, all I want is something simple not complicated.

Days stuck here makes me want to call up Jacob or Emily to talk. Before I left the hospital in La Push I heard Emily was there, I got scared that she was dying because of almost giving birth to her baby. I can't exactly remember how far along she was but I know it's too soon to have the baby.

Before I left the hospital Jacob and I had a talk. He told me how sorry Paul was about what happened. I was still pretty mad at him so I didn't listen. He tried to get me to see him but I wouldn't. He kept trying to cheer me up but it didn't work. I don't want to see Paul ever again. I made that clear to him. I told him to not let Paul see me, call me, or visit me at the rehab place I was sent to. I had the doctor only give Jacob the number to the rehab place. Maybe he'll call to talk. If not then I'll call him. I miss people. I know there's people here to talk to but everyone seems to be a bit on edge about something. Obviously they are wanting to kill theirselves and that's all that's on everyone's mind around here.

I walked out of my room that I shared with a 17-year-old girl and went to the phone near the sitting area. I grabbed the phone and started to dial Jacob's house number. Hopefully he'll answer and not his father.

*ring, ring, ring*

"hello?" a husky voice asked.

"Jacob?" I asked

"No, this is Sam. Jacob's out."

"Oh hi Sam, It's Ave. Could you have him call me when he's back please." I asked.

"Sure thing. How are you feeling?" He asked

"I'm fine, just very bored. How's Emily?" I asked

"She's doing good, she'll be coming home tomorrow, Shes gonna be on bed rest till she hits 9 months." He said.