The Lost Sister (Demi Lovato FanFiction)

Chapter 8

ALICE POV. ~

Right now is just me and Demi, when we got home Madison was leaving, she had aerial or something like that, Dallas is still with Rob so yeah, just me and Demi. I'm laying on my bed, I mean, our bed, tweeting, when Demi walks in and sit on the edge of the bed. "Hey Alice can I talk to you?" she asked. She had a really sad face. "Yeah?" I said and she started "Look I know I was being a bitch but I'm just tired of people trying to get close to me just because of my career you know, I have people being nice to me 24/7 and I'm pretty sure if I wasn't the 'Demi Lovato' they wouldn't even say hi to me. What I'm trying to say is that I have nothing against you, I just thought you were some random girl trying to be part of the family and I'm really sorry. I hope you can forgive me... By the way I asked Rachel if she could send another shirt here, from your dad, and here it is." and with that she gave me the shirt. A football shirt, he loved this shirt, it was his favorite, I looked everywhere for it before I left but I didn't found it. I think I get lost in my thoughts because Demi snapped me back to reality "So... Are you ok?" "y-yeah I'm great, thank you Demi, this means a lot to me..." my voice was a piece of shit and I think Demi noticed cause she wrapped her arms around me and stayed like that, and I didn't hated. "You know it's ok to cry sometimes right?" she said. "I don't wanna cry," I unwrapped her arms and get on my feet. "we're fine, it must sucks having fake people around you... anyways, thanks Demi." then there was that awkward silence... until she spoke "do you wanna cook dinner? I think Madison is already coming home, she can help too" "Okay, let me just change cause I'm a little uncomfortable in this dance clothes" she looked at me, my dance clothes are like a bra and shorts, but this bra is made to dancers, yes I was so excited I didn't even bother to change, but now I feel a little self conscious. "you look hot" demi said "no I don't" "well that's not what Kalani thought..." I could feel my cheeks burn so I just threw a glare at her and went to the bathroom.
When I was done I get downstairs and Demi was humming a song, and wow she can sing. "Were you crying?" she asked. "No... why?" "your eyes are pretty red, take off your contacts." hell no. "No I'm fine with them" she looked right on my eyes "I'm in charge while Dallas is out and your eyes are really red, take off your contacts, your eyes are prettier without them." she said, okay I think I can't get ride of this. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. After I take off my contacts I stayed there a little. I don't like my eyes being violet, everybody is so amazed by the fact they're violet that they look deep in my eyes and I can't help but feel a little anxious. I sigh and get out.
"there you go, so much better" Demi says, I just fake smile to her and she notices, damn this girl can read me like an open book, and this is hard, I never let people in, I actually didn't let her in, "what's wrong? Don't you like your eyes being violet?" she asks and I don't know if I tell the truth or not... "not really," "why?" "I just don't like the color." she gives me a 'I know you're lying' look "not true, you love violet. your phone case is violet" damn is she some kind of spy? I just look at the ground and she says "hey, I know I was a bitch to you but you can trust me ok?" she said in a soft tone, "is just... I don't know, everybody is so shocked by the fact that my eyes are violet that they keep looking dead in my eyes and I just don't like it." she nods and ask "why don't you like when people look in your eyes?" I was getting really uncomfortable, "I just don't ok, and please don't tell anyone." she nods "ok... but I still think you shouldn't wear contacts all day, your eyes are really irritated, when you're alone with me don't hesitate and take them off, deal?" "ok, deal..." and with that madison walks in with a blond girl "hello beautiful people I'm hungry where's the food?!" she said. "we are cooking diner together, lets go" Demi says, everybody heads to the kitchen so I follow them, "oh, Alice this is Beatrice, my friend, you can call her Bea, Bea this is Alice, my sister," madison says, "Hello" I said a little shy, "Hey Alice, wait, where did you get these violet contacts?!? They're so cool" I fake smile and said "Don't remember haha" but she kept looking at my eyes, I tried to ignore her staring at me but it was getting hard "I forgot my phone, be right back" I said and ran to my room, actually Demi's room, but whatever. My breath was getting faster and I was trying to calm down when I feel something in me shoulder, I jumped and Demi said "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you, are you ok?" "Y-yeah I'm o-ok" she looked at me with an eyebrow raised "you don't look ok, do you have anxiety problems? you know is totally fine if you have, I mean... I have too," "NO I DON'T!" I didn't mean to scream at her "look I'm sorry I didn't mean t.." she interrupted me "it's ok, really," and there it was again, the awkward silence, "I used to be like you, I mean, a lot worst but I screamed with people when I didn't meant, I used to get mad really fast, I had these mood changes and anxiety, and at the end I wansn't crazy you know, I'm just bipolar. I'm just trying to say that you can have something... else... or not, I mean, there is a chance since mom has an eating disorder, and grandma had and I have, and I'm bipolar and Madison and Dallas don't have anything but what I'm trying to say is... we have these things in our family you know... Not that everybody here is crazy, or.." "Demi I get it, don't worry," "okay, jesus thank god you're not mad at me, when they said this to me I was so mad.." we stayed like this for a few minutes, each one lost in our own world, when Demi said "I better get back to the kitchen before the girls burn the house, are you coming?" "Yeah, let me just put my contacts pleeeease," "okay, but when bea leaves you are taking them off" "ok thank you thank you thank you"
A couple hours later we were eating a delicious spaghetti watching The Grudge, it was so silly but after a while Madison and Bea were closing eyes and hugging each other and Demi was burying her head in my chest and griping my shirt so thigh that woke me up from my nap, "chill, jesus is just a movie" I said, "A really scary one by the way" Madison said "hey my mom just texted me, she's outside, by girls, by madison, see you tomorrow" Bea said, we said our goodbyes and madison went to her room, "I'm tired I'm going to my bed" Demi said "ok goodnight" "Oh you're coming too, no way I'm going alone" I laughed followed her.
I was almost falling a sleep when Demi whispered to me "Alice are you awake?" "yeah" I whispered back. "Can I ask you a question?" she was still whispering "of course Demi" "what would you do if I liked girls too?" she whispered, "what?", she moved a little so she was facing the roof "like, bisexual?" she said, even though the darkness I could see she playing with her fingers nervously "Demi nothing would change, I don't mind, really, whatever if you like girls or boys, love is love," I could feel she relaxing by me side, but she didn't said anything.. "So... do you?" I asked, "what?" she was playing dumb and I didn't wanted to push but I was curious, "like girls too," I said, "I think so... I don't know I just really like this girl an..." I didn't let her finish "WHO?" I whispered-yelled "you know Kalani right?" demi was just mentioning her name and I was already blushing, I can't be falling for her. "Yeah I know her" I tried to sound like I didn't care about her but it came out more like I was thinking about her, Demi just giggled and said "well she has an old sister, and while you two were talking about your schedules she came to talk with me, it was just a small talk but she gave me her number and I gave her mine and she is just so beautiful like wow that hair and her eyes are so pretty and jesus she smells so good and..." I let out a giggle "Demi I get it, you like her, don't worry," "but I don't know if I'm ready to... you know, come out" she said in a whisper more to herself but I heard, "Demi take slowly, if things get serious between you two you can choose if you will come out to the whole world or if you're just keeping to your... I mean our family." I said and there was a minute of silence, my eyes were closing and I was almost sleeping when she said "thanks but please don't tell anyone or I tell them you like Kalani" before I had time to think I said "ok ok, I won't tell" with my sleepy voice and fell a sleep.

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AN- wow that was a long one, but please answer me, ARE YOU GUYS LIKING THE STORY?? feedback please please please, anyways,