Chapter 29

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DEMI'S POV. ~

After having a loooong talk with mom I went upstairs, I mean, I know a 14 year old girl shouldn't act killing herself, but cmon, taking her away from the entire competition?

I walked in my room and Alice was sleeping, I realized she had her hand purple and bleeding a little so I woke her up "Alice, Alice wake up" I said quickly and she mumbled something so I dragged her to the bathroom so I could clean it "Jesus what the fuck is this?" I asked and she blushed a little "I punched the wall" she said and I looked at her "tell me why did you punched the wall" I said "I just needed to, you know, somehow get hide of these feelings, and when I punched the wall all my attention was at my hand and not at these fucking feelings" she said and sighed "Alice, this is a big deal, you have to stop ok?" I said and she looked confused "why? it isn't a big deal" she said and I sighed "it is, this is self harm. It doesn't matters if you burn yourself, cut your skin or punch a wall, you are still hurting yourself" I said and she blushed "ok then" she whispered and looked down but I put my finger under her chin "look at me, if you ever feel this way please tell me, or call me and I'll be there in a heartbeat, please" I said and she looked scared "okay" she said and I finished cleaning her hand, then we walked back to the room and I turned the lights off before laying by her side "hey Dems" she whispered "what" "does it helps?" she asked and my heart sank, I knew what she was talking about "I wont lie, it helps, but just when you're doing it you know, after a while you just feel stupid" I said and she stayed silent "here" I said and I took her hand and put in on a few scars I have on my hips, it was dark so she couldn't see anything, just feel, "damn they must be pretty deep" she said and I nodded "it took 45 minutes to stop the bleeding" I said "what I'm trying to say is, this shit is going to be here for the rest of my life you know, you can just do another things, I don't know, hold and ice cub, or work out, or just talk to someone," I said and she nodded "don't worry I'm not doing anything" she said and I smiled, she was actually the first one who touched these scars besides me...

ALICE'S POV. ~

I woke up early but everybody was already up, weird "HAPPY BDAY ALICEEEEEE" everybody screamed and I jumped "jesus you guys scared the hell out of me" I said and they giggled "as your bday present we are going to do a family trip! Kalani and Addison are coming too" Dianna said and I was getting excited "really?!? where to?" I asked "We are going to camp in coloradooooo" Dallas said jumping up and down and I laughed "YES!" I said and Demi giggled "go pack you lazy ass we're already ready" she said and I ran upstairs to pack, after a while I get downstairs with my bag and we walked to the car "okay do Demi and Alice are going to pick Kalani and Addison, so we are going to be there first!" Dianna said like a little kid "Demi you know the way right?" she asked and Demi nodded "why can't we just catch a plane" Demi asked lazily "because the trip starts here, it's funnier going in the car, it's just a few hours driving and addison can drive for you for a while, now go, we have to be there before dinner" Dianna said everybody headed to their cars, Dianna Eddie Mad and Dallas in one car, and Me and Demi in the other. We headed to Kalani's house and they were already waiting for us "hey hey hey" Kalani said as she entered in the car, she pecked my lips and I blushed when I saw Demi smirking at me, Addison kissed her too, I mean mine was just a peck, no big deal.

"Ad I think we have been here before" I heard Demi's voice "Yeah look at that tree, hmmm, go to the left" Addison said "but it says Nevada to the left" Kalani sighed

I blinked a few times trying to adjust my eyes to the sunlight, I think I fell a sleep "nonono that's the wrong way" Demi said "we're lost right?" I asked and Demi sighed "maybe". We drove for a few more hours and Demi got tired. "My arms are sore" she said "look look look there's a hotel right there, let's stop there and try to call Dianna" Addison said and everybody agreed.

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AN- tell me what you thinkkkk and sorry for any english mistakes, I'm not from US.

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