A two part story in one this is book is based on multiple YouTube V logs from Jack Maynard , Joe Sugg , Zoe Sugg and Alfie Deyes and many more. However , this isn't just your normal romantic book a 20 year old girl called Moxie Arrington moves fr...
With no sight of Joe in the morning , I felt the emptiness of our bed becoming suddenly cold. I reached to the bedside table to see that I had 10 missed calls and at least 5 texts from Jack. I sat up straight ,quickly grabbing my phone and headed downstairs hoping that Joe was at least eating breakfast.
"Morning" Byron said cheerfully. "No sign of Suggy then?" as I sat down on a chair . Who was I kidding it was so quiet without him I thought to myself. " Joe knows about what happened with you and Jack" Hearing what Byron just said, my whole body went numb and suddenly the room went cold. " I'm sorry what?!" Raising my voice now. "Yeah... " Byron said trailing off. As he continued to speak I quickly cut him off by saying " Save it ! I'm going out" And with that I stormed off back to mine and Joe's bedroom to quickly change. After deciding what to wear , I heard my phone ring. "What now " I yelled to myself not caring if Byron could here me from the next room yet I remember that his bedroom was downstairs. Picking up my phone I answered it without reading the caller ID. " What?!" I said angrily. "And morning to you too" I continued to talk when I realized it was Jack. "You idiot ! you told Joe about " us" well there wasn't a us so bye " I felt my heart pound at the fact I just said that. Normally I wasn't like this but this time I couldn't hold it back. " I didn't do it , just...." listening to Jack on the other end of the line , which made me feel guilty. "Jack...?" I whispered heading down the stairs , but nothing the line went quiet. I was about to open the front door when , Jack was already standing there, making me drop my phone to the floor.
I admit Jack did look good. And I mean really good . With his blonde hair to the side. Damn it I shouldn't feel this way.
" Well hello Mr Maynard" I sarcastically said walking past him. His touch gave me goosebumps as he gently grabbed my arm to stop me. I looked left and then right to see if anyone was watching us, after all we were standing in the lobby.
As the front door was now shut I backed up as Jack came closer. My mind was blown away from the sight of him. I picked my phone up from the floor slowly putting it in my back pocket of my ripped black jeans . Soon after I instantly put my arms around Jack's shoulders. What the Hell was I doing ? . We both smiled before we knew it I was kissing Jack. The kiss was nice I admitted but it was just so wrong but so right. And if anyone opened the door or walked us now it would ruined everything after all I was cheating. Shit I'm CHEATING!
A few minutes went by and the kiss was now over. " Jack....?" I whispered catching my breath. " Trust me it wasn't me who told Joe " Jack reassured me. I was confused to why Jack had said that . But with the small talk over and done with , we both waited for the lift to go downstairs. It was awkward as we both didn't say anything, we just looked at each other and laughed every time we did. With only the two of us in the lift , let's just say we continued where we left off.
"Jack I can't" I whined. Jack had suggested to go back to his place to film a video. However it was my mission to sort things out with Joe first. " Later then , It's my day off and nobody's home" he explained as we parted away. " I'll call you later . " I shouted crossing the road. " It's my day off " I repeated his words what youtube has a day off?
London was busy , not like some other days it was quiet. As I made my way to grabbed a coffee from Starbucks I had to stop multiple times as fans and subscribers stop to have a chat and asked for a selfie. I guess I wasn't used to this but it felt nice to know that people knew me hopefully for the right reasons. Luckily no one else was following me to Starbucks , I quickly ordered and head straight to find Joe, which would take more forever.
It was getting late. My feet were getting tired and it soon was becoming dark , especially in October. I stopped and sat on a bench when my phone buzzed, since I didn't received any throughout the day. "Come home" It was from Byron I immediately hanged up standing up whilst making a call for a Uber. The ride was quick since I didn't walk far enough to find Joe, nor from the house.
As I catch my breath, I finally reached the front door. Slowly and quietly I opened the door. My eyes went straight to the sofa where Joe was sitting with his guitar and his vlogging camera.
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With Byron watching, I couldn't help but smile as Joe was singing a song which I didn't recognized in a weird but funny voice. Without disturbing them I walked towards them " Joe..?" I said in a questionable manner. Luckily Joe finished playing and singing and soon that's when he turned off his camera. Whenever Joe turned off his camera it meant that it was serous and didn't want his subscribers to know what was going on. It didn't feel normal when Joe turned off his camera but that's when things was going to good to bad in a second.
I stood there watching him as he Stood up placing his guitar down " Hi...?" Joe implied sounding awkward. Joe came close to me , as my breath hitches . " I was looking for you all day ?" I explained. And With that Joe ran his fingers through his hair , walking past me like he didn't care.
As Joe walked past me I made my hands into a fist and shouted at him " SO WHAT IF I MADE OUT WITH JACK?! , IT'S NOT LIKE YOU CARE ANYWAY !"
