CHAPTER 6: CAN'T LET YOU GO

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With only a few days to go till christmas , I had high sprites. Again with the theme of filming Xmas videos, Jack had the idea of filming with Mikey, which I was too excited for, " OMG! Mikey is coming today " I shouted at Jack who was dealing with his hair in the bathroom . " Yeah babe. why you getting excited for?" He asked me with a smirk on his face. "I.....?????"  trailed of my words as I walked  up to him , I could tell he was just teasing me. " You know , Joe text me yesterday saying that he wanted to meet up. " I told Jack whilst playing with his shirt from behind. "I mean it would be nice , after what happened in that  night club, he hasn't texted  me in ages" The look on his face faded so fast it seemed he had missed his buddy. "You do realise it was me who nearly got shot or killed not him, right.But yeah sure we can make a date to meet Joe if you want" I was surprised that he would say that but i knew he was only some sort of upset.

Soon enough Mikey arrived and I was beyond excited, I didn't know why but whenever Mikey came over , it felt just right in a weird way and it made things so much funnier , and which I'm not saying in anyway shape or form that Jack isn't funny at all. " Mikey!" I shouted when he came through the door. " hey " he replied with but soon went to Jack. I for one was setting up the camera , waiting for the lads to hurry up and sit down ready to began filming the video. "So... you and Joe?" Mikey asked me whilst siting down. My focus was set on Jack not wanting to answer Mikey's question but clearly he wanted to know. "Oi! Jack , How's Toff..?" Jack came back and looked at me like " WTF..?" but I did not dare to look at him in the eye , but simply brushed my fingers through my hair.

mid through the process of filming , I left them to it for a bit certainly after what Mikey said or asked " I don't know how to feel about that one LP, put it on the floor. let's review it." I hear Jack say to Mikey as they play with the shooter as i was across the room . The lads who I see in front of me , let's just say that they are both big parts of my life , yet something again is telling me to tell them the truth. With this girl Toff now on the scene nothing theses day will ever get better, hey i'm a nice person at heart i promise really.

*later on that day*

After what seems a long day , i'm finally ready to relax but whatever the night will take me i'm bound to be either getting drunk or somewhat getting in trouble. "Babe?!" i hear jack from the bathroom. slowly walking over to him, i see jack with no shirt on what a surprise , not. "what is it this time ?" i ask him looking through the mirror from behind him. With no answer coming from him , jack simple smiled back at me , it's like what they say " do you ever wonder what goes through their head?" i do myself at this point. " nothing , love" . " fine bye then" i  said with anger,  not wanting to be by his side any longer than i already have. I was expecting him to chase me but no luck there i suppose, Jack may come across this sweet lad but really he can be annoying AF. I don't know why i bother with him anyway, but i can't just give up on him after all it's been Jack , Joe , Jack , Joe and now finally Jack again.

Meanwhile, i left Jack in the bathroom to go back to whatever i was doing and clearly i did not know what that was, especially when he called me . Grabbing a drink of whatever i could find , i saw something that i shouldn't off , but a girl can snoop, right. I picked up the  paper from the kitchen counter i started to read it out loud :  

" I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE, AND NOW YOU'RE GONNA PAY!"

What on earth?? i whispered to myself  , i looked up to see that Jack was already standing there. The look on his face told me that this might be game over or was it ......

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