You think im perfect?

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Laurens POV : 

As i got home that day,as usual i arrived to the scence of my mum and dad leaving. But they weren't dressed for work mum was in a black glittered dress and dad was wearing a matching tux. I stared at mum fiercely as she put in her earings. I put Jennetta down and she slowly walks away snaking intbetween mums legging and pointlessly giggling. 

"Wow shocker,your going out. Dont worry i will look after Jennetta as usual. Im pratically her mother and dad  combined" I moan rolling my eyes until mums mouth gapes open in shock. 

"Dont be silly darling" She argues pulling me into her but i push away.  "No im sick of having to look after her all the time. I dont have a life! I bet you did it all the time when i was younger" I shout twiderling with my hair. She frowns angerily then stares at me as if she is disapointed in me. After a while of awkward staring mum looks away and her and dad storm out the house. I stand there with my arms slapped to my side and sigh repeatively. 

A while passes and i spend the rest of my night lounging around on the sofa watching old One tree hill episodes,And for once Jennetta didn't spend the whole night in her cot screaming. A few hours past and begin to feel lonely and for some unknown reason i miss Niall. I  didn't know what this mean't but i didn't like it. But before i can control myself my body is sliding across the floor. But then i hear a strange chuckling coming from outside.As i slowly open the door there i see Niall stood making goggley eyes at me. I begin to speak but before i can he pushes me out the way and begins swinging on my balcony. "Niall?" I whisper but he just laughs. It goes silent for a moment until he begins singing even though the words he says dont make sense. "Ewww,your breathe stinks. Have you been drinking?"  I say poking him until he gives me the answer. "Maybe" He slurs trying to cover his mouth but misses. He agrisssively falls to the floor and stares at me with an elegant smile. "Wow" He say breathing in. "Your....." He pauses strooking my forehead.  "Perfect" He whispers. Suddenly my palms begin to walm,i feel various feelings trickling down my spine and my heart begins to beat crazy fast. I try not to speak but suddenly my words splurt out. "Really?" I ask. He nods his head and stares at me for a while. Then suddenly his face begins to turn all tipes of green and he begins to make strange sounds. I run into the kitchen pull him along with me as he grasps me hand tightly. I push his head in the sink and wait until i begin to hear loud reaching sounds. 

The next morning i walk up sprawled across the floor and Nialls hand is gentley leant over me. I stand up quickly and shake him. "Wake up!" I shout. He rubs his eyes and stares at me with a puzzled smile. "What am i doing her?" He asks. I laugh and smile back. "You got drunk last night and  i let your crash here" I giggle as memories of him being drunk flash through my mind. He movess closer to me and stares deep down at the ground. I look into his eyes as ours meet. He leans closer until our noses are touching until his lips are pressed against mine. I turn my head so we dont kiss and he sighs disapointedly. "Ok,bye" He bluntly replies walking out the house with his arms firmly folded. 

The next day school begins and Niall spends the whole day ignoring me,he would glare at me with expessionless smile on his face. "Whats going on with you two?"  Berties asks biting harshly into his apple. "Umm.....Nothing" I lie. Bertie nodds and there out appears Sinead walking around with Sean. I roll my eyes. "He's using her as a rebound" He whispers to me as they strool over and sit down with us. They all sit talking but i just stare into space at Niall across he room. At the end of the day bertie walks me home but halfway there has to go home as his mum forgot her house key. So i end up walking alone until i see Sean running around the corner to catch up with me. "Lauren" He yells. I turn around and stand there until were both walking at he same pace.

We both  go our seperate ways but just before i go into my house i see Niall sat on he sidewalk with his head buried in his hands. "You ok?" I mumble swagging towards him. He shakes his head and flashed me a bitter sweet smile. "Whats up?" I ask. He shuffles closer to me and huffs.  "Have you ever liked someone so much he sound of there breathe makes you feel complete?" He ask. "Oh wait i forgot" He continues. I sit there with him and we talk for hours,he tells me about this girl but doesn't say her name. I have this wierd feeling inside of me. I didn't like that he was talking about a girl that way and it wasn't me. But i sit there and pretend it dont care. "Anyway,i dont know why im sat her pouring my heart out to you. Thanks for listening though" He smiles giving my shoulder a small gentle squeeze. After out awkward conversation i go home and sit in my room. So many questions run through my mind,i wonder who he could like. But asking this question scared me,for some reason him being with someone else scared me. Do i want to be with him? I shake my head as i look deep into my reflection in the mirror. I begin to realise that i just dont seem like the kind of girl guys like. I mean how could they i dont even believe in half the stuff a relationship involves. As i lay my head down deep into my pillow i hear a vibrating buzz coming from my dressing table and my phone begins to light up. I hesitate wethier to answer but i see Nialls name appear and i cant help myself. "Hello" I hear his deep strong irish accent hiss. I dont speak,its as if someone has cut my tongue and shoved a loud of butterflies inside my stomach. "Do you have feelings for Sean?" He says in a rubust tone. My heart stops and my tongue begins to run dry. "What? He's nice and funny. But i dont have those kind of feelings for him" I laugh asshoring him. I hear him chuckle a bit to then i hear a familar voice shout "Oh great" In the background. "Is sean there?" I anxiously ask. Niall huffs and i hear him open his mouth then quickly close it again. "Yeah" He says and i hear him lick his lips. I sit there in silence then walk over to my window to see Sean in Nialls room staring at me with sad eyes. I flash him a slanted smile and a heap of gilt dawns over me. The phone call comes to an awkward end and i lay on my bed trying to script an apologie. But i realise im wasting time. I march on over to Niallers house and bang on the door shouting his name. A tall woman with bright ginger sparkling hair smiles at me. "Hello,are you here to see Niall? Im his mum" She says opening a box of cookies and offering me one. I nod my head and she slowly excorts me over to Nialls room. I enter into a room with white walls with posters of bands i've never heard of and a lot of Justin bieber merch. I giggle in surprise that Niall is a fan then get to the point. "Sean....im sorry. I do like you" I lie. I mean i do like him,but not like that. Nialls eyes firmly open and he frowns at me clenching his fists and swallowing repeatively. I begin to feel nervous and i honestly thought he was going to punch my face. "What?" He shouts in my face. I flinch and step back. He tries to smile at me but i just walk away. As i walk out the house i hear a loud screaming at shouting. As i look up at the window i see Niall and Sean shouting at eachother. "She would never like someone like you. Back off" Niall shouts raising his arms. "She wouldn't like you ethier,your a jealous freak" Sean continues. I hear a load of other stuff to but i try to ignore it. A few hours after when i go home i see Sean storm out the house with a load of boxes and suitcases. "Where you going?" I rudely ask. "Away from here" He shouts.

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