You make me believe in love - A Niall Horan Fanfic.<3

The operation.

Laurens POV :

I laid there on that uncomfy clean fresh smelling bed all night. The occasional nurse or doctor hung there heads around the door huffing and puffing. But now its the morning. The morning that i have dredded for time. The morning i have prayed for not to arrive.

The transplant was in two hours and Niall was sat by my bed smiling down on me,but i don't have enough happy emotions to return one. But he still doesn't stop. After a few minutes of not talking the pressure of the silence was deadly. "Its going to be fine after all this is over. This way nothing at all will happen to you" he assures me holding my hand gently, "You cant do this" I reply. "But i already have" Before we can continue this conversation doctors come in shooting each other afraid looks because they probably think I'm going to create a scene. But I'm just to tired,i guess Nial's right. Everything is already done i just have to let the rest happen now. They have the same talk with me as they did with Niall before he went into the operation, But i didn't care. 

After a few hours of preparing it was finally time. They changed me into a gown and carried me into a different bed and wheeled me into the surgery.  Niall walked beside me in the bed grasping my head saying things like "I'm going to be behind the screen the whole time" Or  "I would let anything bad happen to you....i promise"  But something told me by the tone and stutter in his voice he was starting to become scared himself.  The surgery room was full of all kinds of medical instruments some looked scarier or bigger than others,some just looked terrifying. But i tried to contain my fear it was the least i could do for Niall. Now i was being strapped with drops and lights being shone on varies different places. It was time for Niall to behind the screen,and that moment was when my heart began to pound the most. I didn't want him to leave without him i felt empty i just couldn't do it. "Lauren,listen to me.your going to be fine i wont let them hurt you. I'm going to be right here" He says pressing against my chest where my heart is. "I love you" He stutters. But before i can reply I'm falling into a deep sleep drifting away and now this all really was happening. 

Nialls POV :

I'm so afraid now, i know she will be fine in the surgery but i told her i loved her. What if she doesn't feel the same. Oh god what if its to much pressure for her to be thinking about love right now because i know she doesn't understand it. 

I watch the doctors operate on her,they all look so concentrated and focused on not letting a single thing go wrong. I was stood there for hours waiting for it to be over and when it was i felt like a huge ton of bricks had been lifted up off of my shoulders. When they wheeled her back to her room i ran as fast as i could to see her,although she wasn't awake i didn't care. I just needed to kiss her cheek and hold her hand. I wanted to be the first thing she saw when she woke up. And i was. When she woke up at first she groaned and he eyes fluttered and rolled. But then she sat up and smiled. Yes she actually smiled. She grabbed my neck and kissed me. We both closed our eyes after for a second just taking in all that had happened. But that moment there,that was the best moment of my life. "You are perfect" She whisper to me stroking my cheek crying a little. "Don't cry its fine now" I explain. But she shakes her head "I know but.....Niall" She stops taking a moment to really choose her words. "I love you"  I stop,my heart skips and beat and my body just stays still. She smiles again and holds my hand. I cant believe what i just heard. No i was wrong the moment i just had wasn't the best. This was. I don't speak i just lay down next to her and hold her in my arms kissing her neck and up to her warm soft lips. My mum runs in with flowers and lunch and all sorts of gifts. "Oh Lauren,are you alright? " Lauren tries to answer but mum cuts her off "You must be feeling better now"  She nods and my mum hugs as both tightly together. "Niall i am so proud of you" She excitedly shouts. I smile and bite my lip not taking my eyes off of Lauren. "And in two days you can both come home" She claps.

Laurens POV : 

I didn't know what love was,but now i do. Its something you feel deep inside of you that can help you explore many different emotions you didn't even know you had. Niall to me,he is love. 

2 Days later. 

Laurens POV :

It was the last day i had to spend in the hospital and Niall and i didn't have to do anything other than sign a few papers. Because his mum was doing everything else. When our car arrived Niall refused to let me walk by myself to it no matter how much i wanted to. But when i stood up i realised why he wouldn't let me and it was because i wasn't strong enough. I had my arm firmly gripped around his neck as he huddled me to the car and we both slid in. The car drove and i laid my head on Niall's shoulder while he kissed the top of my head. When we i arrived i noticed that Niall's mum had decorated the outside of the house with welcome home banners and the inside was pretty much the same. Apart from the fact that Bertie,Sinead and Dayna were also inside. As soon as i saw them Bertie ran up to me and picked me up spinning me around while Niall greeted the others."Your home" They all screamed with joy, i nodded agreeably. As soon as i was fully in the house everyone was fussing over me offering me food drinks etc. But i didn't want anything. I was one hundred percent happy,Just how i was. With my best friends and Niall.