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chapter 3

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today i went outside
i haven't been out in a while

it was a windy day
and a storm was said to come soon

and that reminded me

that's how your eyes looked
the last time i saw you
stormy

they were dark and cloudy
just like how the sky was today

i passed by the playground we always went to
sounds kind of immature
but that was exactly what we were

immature

you said to me
we were too  y o u n g
to have such intense feelings

maybe we were too immature
and too young
to commit
to so much responsibility

i sat on the bench we always sat on too
it sounds like i'm just making this
harder for myself

i probably am
but we all cope from grief in different ways

the grass on the field
was as green as could be

i remember how one day
we laid there
and just looked up
at the stars

and i thought to myself
that i didn't deserve you
not even one bit

i was right
i knew i was fucking right

you see
you deserve the whole entire universe
and i'm just a star

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4:11 p.m.