we all looked up ✯ 5sos

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chapter 5

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my locker
it had a bunch of words on it

slut
slut slut slut

the same
repeated over and over again

i didn't really care
i didn't give a fuck

or so i thought so

you were all watching my reactions
you were all gathered
around your lockers like
c o w a r d s

you should've said it to my face
but you were too scared
so you let others do the work for you

this isn't you
i don't know who you're trying to be
i don't know why
but it's just fucking disappointing

i tried to control it
i fought it
and then a single tear
rolled down my cheek

and your friends started laughing
because i bet
it was the funniest thing in the world

i ran into the bathroom
and i drowned in my own tears

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10:29 p.m.