All those parallel universes. Everything, like how big everything is. How insignificant we are compared to all the parallel universes that exist, and everything that can happen will happen. Not only will it happen it is happening.
It makes me feel so I don't know, lonely. I don't like it. It freaks me out. Not freaked out in the way you get in scary movies, but like more of a feeling alone sort of freaking out. That like in your head, it's all you in your head, and all your thoughts. The brain is alone feeling, because there's only you and your thoughts, you know. You can't escape your thoughts. The only way is to die.
-Skam
there are 7 billion 875 million people on this planet
7 billion 875 million people that we've never heard of
7 billion 875 million people that are here but unseen to me
7 billion 875 million people on this planet
we want to have our voice be heard in this world where no one will stop to listen
why would I out of all the 7 billion 875 million people on this planet happen to be remembered, heard out, listened to
would people stop and change
we like to think that we can make world change when you only meet around 90,000 people in a lifetime of 72 years
how can we make a impact on 7 billion 875 million
I like to think out of the 107 billion people that ever have walked this planet
that I am one and only
that I am unique
I am the only one who is stubborn
and likes to paint the stars
and wants to be remembered, loved forever, always looked up to
and likes to think about what will happen if we all weren't here
and has to pray to a god they don't believe in
and likes to think we know
I like to think we know infinity
If I was willing to see the context of the universe in which we exist
And was willing to see how small each one of us is against the vastness of what we don't know
then what would be the point
Oh no I won't let my mind go their
because i'm scared
scared that if we don't know anything then their no point to this game
scared that I will never make the right decision
7 billion 875 million here
107 billion that have once been here
can I be defined by one of them?
there are 7 billion 875 million people on the planet
And I am willing to think I matter
I know it's a lie but I prefer it to the alternative
