I wish I never met the blade
Yet it is my release
I wish I never met words
Yet they are my only truth
I wish I was happy
Yet I know I don't deserve it
I wish I was innocent
I wish I found love
But why would someone love me?
I wish I knew myself
But I'm scared to know who I am
I wish I could talk
Yet I stay silent
I wish I was brave
I wish I didn't hurt
I wish I was okay
But I'm not
I'm not okay
I wish I knew why
