We Found Love (MGK/ HONEY COCAINE)

Chapter 17

Eve Pov:

Since I been back at Colson's I been distant from Colson well everyone really but Colson for the most part.

I just don't feel like the same Eve from before.

I feel worthless and pretty much just empty.

I just stay in the room all day, never come out unless I have to use the bathroom.

I haven't ate which is like weird cause I always eat but I just can't eat.

I just feel like a big waste of space.

I'm just here, wrapped up in blankets in my bed

There's a knock on the door.

Eve: *Softly* It's open.

The door creaks open.

I turned my head.

It was Colson.

Colson: Hey.

Eve: Hi.

He sat on the end of the bed.

Colson: How you holding up?

Eve: Somedays are worst then others but I'm fine. Glad to be alive.

Colson: Baby, I'm getting worried about you and I don't like seeing you all glooming and shit because it makes me glooming and shit,

Eve: Well Colson I can't help it. What happened to me triggered this and I can't change it.

Colson: I know, I know. If only I was there for you and didn't leave you. God I'm so stupid.

Eve: Colson baby don't beat yourself , it's not your fault it's my fault. I was in the wrong, not you.

He got up from the bed.

Colson: Well I want to change that. Get dressed.

Eve: Why?

He gave me a little smirk.

Colson: You'll see.

Then he walked out.

Hours Later***

We ended up going to a restaurant, a fancy one.

We're in total silence.

I hate the distance that grew between us in these couple of days.

Colson: Eve, do you hate being with me?

I lifted up from my plate.

Eve: Colson no I don't hate being with you.

Colson: Then why you feel you can't talk to me about the situation?

Eve: Please Colson, not here, not now.

Colson: Eve we're going to have to have to talk about I sooner or late and I think if we talk about it now we can get pass it.

Eve: Colson that isn't something I can easily get pass. That triggered something in me.

Colson: I know but I just want to let you know that it isn't your fault. I left you in that club all alone by yourself. As your boyfriend I'm suppose to protect you.

Eve: But it isn't your fault for the billionth time. It's my mine, it's all mine. I shouldn't have bumped into him that day, I shouldn't have went to that. I should being a hoe.

Colson: Eve, your not a hoe. Don't ever say that again.

Eve: I am. I probably deserved what happened to me.