Falling For A Jerk // Jeon Jungkook

Fifteen

~~ 4 weeks later ~~

"Jungkook," I say and walk into the living room. "Yeah Mi," he asks. "Do you know where my charger went," I ask," It's not in the room." "Oh, mianhae," he apologizes and hands me my charger," I borrowed it." "Oh, okay. Just make sure you tell me next time," I remind him. "Okay. Sorry I forgot," he apologizes again and hugs me. I laugh a bit and hug him back. "Aigoo. You sound like me, apologizing all the time," I tease. "Yeah, well maybe you are just rubbing off on me," he says. "Maybe," I repeat and he smiles. "I'm going back to the room now," I tell him," See you later." "Arrasso," he replies and I go back upstairs.

A lot has happened these last four weeks. After the incident with Rick and my mom at school, they keep trying to get me back. I don't know why, but they keep coming after me. They called and threatened the boys and I, so I blocked both of their numbers. Rick showed up while we were walking home once and tried to kidnap me. And just a lot of other little things to bother the boys and I.

All of the guys are really worried, so they insist that one of them go with me whenever I leave the house. I agreed to get them to calm down, but I don't ever really leave the house unless we're all going some where anyways so it's not a huge deal. But each time something happens, like Rick trying to get me while we were walking home, Jungkook always rescues me.

He's been really nice lately and we hardly ever argue anymore. We've actually been spending a lot of time together, just hanging out or working on homework or something. We started sharing his room about a week ago too since I didn't think it was fair that he was staying with Jimin because I was staying in his room. It took a week and a half to convince him that I didn't mind him staying in the room too, since he wouldn't just kick me out, but he finally agreed.

Even though he's been really nice and we've been spending time together, he sometimes shuts down, I guess, and gets upset. Like if we are hanging out and one of the other guys needs to talk to me or needs me to help them with something, especially if it's Taehyung, he'll be a little upset when I come back. He won't talk as much and can be a little rude at times, but he refuses to tell me why. Whatever it is, he doesn't get irritated or annoyed with me anymore which is good because it upset me when he did.

I continue walking up the stairs and enter the room. I put my phone on the charger and take my sketchbook out of my backpack. I haven't drawn anything lately, so why not? I sit on the bed, thinking about what to draw, when I decide to draw one of the boys. The first one to come to mind is Jungkook, so he's who I start drawing. I sit there, totally engrossed in my drawing, wanting to make it as accurate as possible.

*Jungkook's POV*

"Aigoo. You sound like me, apologizing all the time," Mila teases while I hug her. "Yeah, well maybe you are just rubbing off on me," I reply and let her go. "Maybe," she says, copying me, and I smile. "I'm going back to the room now," she informs me," See you later." "Arrasso," I say and she walks back upstairs. I watch as she disappears from view and smile to myself.

We've spent a lot of time these past couple weeks and I'm really happy because of that. When Jimin said that I needed to let her in before she was out of reach, I thought it was going to be really difficult. But when I realized that I really wanted to give her a chance and tried to open up, she made it easy to talk to her. She made me want to be around her more, if that was even possible.

We're actually friends now and are together a lot. Since the guys and I don't want her to be alone outside of the house, she stays inside most of the time and hangs out with me or one of the others. I'm not going to lie, sometimes when I see her with the other guys, especially Taehyung, I get jealous and kind of worried.

Mila and I are together a lot, but she is still closer to the other guys. I know it's my fault for pushing her away for so long, but I can't help it. Yeah we're friends now, and it's great being with her so much, but it's not enough for me anymore.