Falling For A Jerk // Jeon Jungkook

Thirteen

Ayyee! I'm back with a double update! And sorry for any mistakes.

*Jungkook's POV*

"I'm sure Mila. And like I said, they aren't going to hurt you. I promise," I say. She looks at me and I'm not sure if she notices or not, but she smiles at me a little. "Kamsamnida Kookie," she says and hugs me.

Oh my God! She's hugging me! I don't respond to it at first, but I end up hugging her back. "No problem sweetheart," I say. It's fun calling her sweetheart because she blushes everytime without fail. She looks up at me, surprised that I hugged her back and blushing a little because of what I said.

"It's just a hug Mila. No big deal," I tell her and smile a little because of her reaction. "Let's go. We're almost home." I start walking and she follows me. As we walk home I realize what just happened and what's been happening all morning and I mentally scold myself. Get a grip Jungkook! We walk for a few more minutes and get home pretty fast. When we get home, Taehyung opens the door for us.

"Mila! Jungkook! Where did you go? We were worried because you guys just disappeared," he says when he sees us. "Mianhae oppa. Kookie and I went to go get boba," she apologizes. "Don't leave out the part where you almost got hit by Rick's car," I say quietly, but it must've been loud enough for them to hear.

Taehyung's eyes widen and he looks at Mila. "YOU ALMOST WHAT?!" "Calm down Tae, I'm fine. Jungkook saved me. Again," she tells him calmly. She tries to touch my arm, but I move it. I see her frown a little out the corner of my eye, but I ignore it

Taehyung looks at me. "Jinja," he asks and I just nod. "Thanks for keeping her safe Kook," he says and I nod again. I walk into the house afterwards and go upstairs to my room. I can feel Mila's eyes on me as I walk through the house until she can't see me anymore.

I walk into my room and plop down on my bed. "What the hell am I doing," I ask aloud and rub my temples. I have spent the last three days with the same girl that I have been trying to avoid and keep away for the last few weeks. I'd like to say that I hated every minute that I spent with her, but I can't say that because it would be a lie.

I didn't hate watching that moive with her. Or getting boba with her. Or holding her hand on the way back. I wish I did, but I didn't. Everytime I'm with her, she does something to me that no other girl has. She makes me smile and laugh without even trying. I feel happy just by being near her and I want to protect her from everything, especially her mom and Rick.

It's funny because I've been trying so hard to keep her away too. I've teased her, given her the cold shoulder, been rude, and even ignored her. But nothing worked. No matter what I do to try to keep her away, she still cares about me and is always around.

Now I all I want to do is be closer to her, but I just can't. She told me that she knows I'm scared of something earlier. That something is everything she makes me feel. Every girl I've ever been with or had feelings for broke my heart. I've been played, lied to, cheated on, and dumped for "not being good enough".

I got tired of being heartbroken and a little paranoid that it would be the only outcome of any relationship I'd be in, so I promised myself that I wouldn't let it happen again. So for the last two years I haven't been in a single relationship or had feelings for anyone. That's why I'm so cold with Mila, but she is warming her way into my heart anyways without even knowing it and that scares me a little.

I sigh and leave my room in case she comes up here to get something. I walk across the hall to Jimin's room and he turns around when I enter the room. I just ignore his gaze and sit down on the little couch in the room.