The Sub

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

"I don't have the paperwork ready for you yet." Luke sighs. "I didn't plan on asking you yet but the words just tumbled out. You need to think long and hard about this. This isn't your little fantasy book, this is something real between you and I."

I watch him as he continues to eat. My appetite is long gone now. I just sit here twirling the noodles around my fork. He's right, I shouldn't be so eager to sign anything without fully understanding the conditions. I'd love to be with him, but in this way? I'm not so sure I could do it. Maybe just maybe I can. I want to try with whatever the cost may be.

"Also this is technically illegal since I'm your teacher now. You wouldn't be allowed to give details about anything we do to anyone but now no one will be allowed to know we are together in anyway."

"I..." I'm lost for words. This never hit me.

"I'm not forcing you to do anything. I'll give you two weeks to decide. If you choose not to, then we will never talk about this again. It will be strictly professional and I will not see you after school hours."

"How do I know what we will be doing?"

"Limitations will be given."

"I don't know my limits. I don't know anything about it." Come on; get what I'm trying to tell you.

"Nothing?"

"Not one thing." He got it, I can tell by the amusement in his eyes.

"Well now you have to think twice as hard. Do you want me to be your first or not? How about I give you three weeks to think?"

"Two will be enough." I state strongly.

He nods. "Well since you don't seem to be eating I'll be taking you home now. Think long and hard."

I get up from my spot at the table and follow him to the door. He stops and turns to me. He grabs my face and pulls it to his. His lips meet mine. At first I'm too shocked to do anything but stand there. Eventually I put my hands on his toned chest and kiss back. His lips are sweet and tangy. I love the taste of him but it's gone too soon once he pulls away.

"I'm sorry; I just had to do that." He says turning away.

"It's okay." I say. I know I have to blushing, my cheeks feel warm and so does the rest of my body.

"Let's go then." He grabs my wrist pulling me out of the house. I feel too familiar with his car. I've been in it quite a lot this weekend. We listen to The 1975 on the way to my house. It's already dark by now. I was only at his place for an hour, it's a little past nine when I walk through the door. The whole house is dark so I slide my hand on the wall turning on the light switch.

I go to my room and change into some comfortable clothes. I lay back on my bed with my computer. I might as well do my English assignment. It's a 3 page essay on our favorite book as a child. Which is really hard considering my favorite book when I was little are only 5 pages long. It wasn't even a real book, it was something my great grandmother wrote for me and illustrated. So I should expand on that, make it mean something more than a favorite memory of a passed relative.

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2 weeks went by a lot quicker than I expected. Dad and mom came home and left again. Some parents I have now. Give me things then ignore me to fly off for there ever so important new job. Yeah, it brings in more money than we need and it's good for us, but I'm beyond jealous that everyone else sees my parents more. I never was so attached until they were gone.

I tried talking to them about this before they left for another three days. They completely ignored me! Since then I haven't answered their calls or texts. I want them to know how mad I am at them.

Luke held me back after class yesterday so we could arrange something for tonight. I'm going to his house at noon to talk about the agreement. I've decided to go along with it. I will be his submissive, so I can be with him. I want to, and if I get hurt I know it's my own fault. I know I'm going out on a limb for this and in the only hopes of making it into something more. God, this sounds just like the book. I know it's the only thing giving my hope about this situation.

Hope is good though, right? Everyone hopes for something and they usually get it. Maybe I'll get what I want.

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"Read it again, make sure you understand everything." Luke orders.

"I've read it three times since I've been here. Every time I read it, it makes me more and more scared that you'll hurt me. So quit making me read it; and just let me sign it." I say sternly. I understand everything it says and I know what I'm signing up for. No emotions, just pleasure and obedience. His views on a relationship have not changed and I'm okay with that for now. I know once we get going at this, I'll want to have something more. I know I will.

"If you're scared then don't sign it."

"Give me the damn pen Luke. I want to sign it." I say annoyed. I want him anyway I can get him.

"Here," he passes me the blue ink pen. I print my name on the bottom and fill out basic information.

"I've never had sex in anyway so I don't have to fill out this page do I?" I ask showing him the previous sexual encounter page. That page is kind of weird anyways.

"No you don't." He says not really paying attention to me. "Are your parents' home?" He asks when I hand him the papers.

"No." I say looking away. I really don't want to talk about them.

"Okay, I want to show you something." He says excitedly grabbing my hand. "We can start tonight!"

Authors Note: Sorry this is shorter than normal. The next chapter is going to be long so enjoy this for now! ;)