CROSSBAR (miniminter x reader)

17

"Oh boy" I said walking up the steps josh holding my hand.

I smiled at him and he knocked on the door. Before anyone answered I fixed his hair and checked mine.

"Oh hey (Y/N), josh" jj had answered the door. He looked down at our joined hands

"Little girls" he giggled and ran into the house.
I laughed and pulled away from josh knowing Simon would be here.

"(Y/N)..." I heard Simon
"I'm not talking to you" I took off my shoes and ran up to my room with heavy footsteps.

I could hear him behind me but I kept going anyway.
I reached my door trying to close it but Simon put his foot in the way stopping it.

"(Y/N) can I talk to you, please?"
I let go of the door and walked over to my bed
Simon entered slowly and closed it behind him.

"Look, I know you're angry bu-" I cut him off
"Angry?, sure I'm angry" I stood up from the bed and edged closer to him
"No Simon I'm fucking furious, I get you're angry but just cause you feel like that doesn't mean you have to drag us down with you"

He opened his mouth to say something but I stopped him "you kissed that girl and you loved it" I poked his chest harshly with each word

"Maybe it's better if you date that slut and the fact that you think josh wouldn't be worthy for your 'position' would be an understatement, you prick" I yelled letting out my final word and stormed into the bathroom.

I was so frustrated and couldn't take being angry or sad so I sat there and laughed. I looked up at the bench which held my 'crazy' pills.
I took two and laid on the floor before I just couldn't take it.

I stood up and screamed smashing my hand into the mirror causing shards to fly.
My hand dripping with blood I licked it and laughed.

I really was going crazy, he was driving me insane.

I couldn't help my actions but what goes up must come down. I fell to the floor laughing, my mind numb, my legs numb, my heart....

"(Y/N)?! Open the door!" Simon pounded on the door.

There's was lots of noise followed by josh yelling then it all faded away.

"(Y/N)?" Josh was sitting at the end of the bed.
I sat up and looked at my surroundings, everything was white, I had a tube in my arm.

I started to panic before josh put his and on mine, "(Y/N) calm down it's okay, you just had a panic attack last night, they think you are psycho but I think that's that's a pile of shit" he laughed

I fake smiled "maybe I am josh" I couldn't help it "I'm going crazy and I can't control it"
His eyes widened.

"(Y/N) don't say that" he pulled his chair closer.
I sighed "you just need to take these pills for a week" he held the pills up to me and rolled his eyes.

I started laughing "why can things be normal?" We both laughed at the craziness of our life.

"I have a gift for you" he held a spliff in front of my eyes
"Fuck yes, josh you know me too well" I laughed and lit it as quickly as I could.

We sat in the room smoking for a solid 30 mins. It was all fun till the doctor came in the room, he stared at us from the door.

"I'm going to try this again" he said walking out and closing the door.
I threw the spliff in the bin but not before taking one last hit.

The doctor entered the room with a smile "ahh (Y/N) I see you have woken up, josh here has been sitting by your side the whole time"

I smiled at josh then at the doctor "so doc am I crazy, coo coo, psycho?"
I giggled but he wasn't too impressed. "It seems you have Intermittent explosive disorder  or IED" i tilted my head "you have psychotic outbursts based on anger or fear, it's more of reaction... response."

I held a serious face then laughed along with josh "called it" he said, the doctor was not very happy.

------ time skip

Josh and I walked outside to see the boys sitting at a bench "hey guys" I ran up to them all embracing them in a group hug.

Even Simon.

"I'm sorry for being a crazy bitch, that clickbait tho?" I joked with them.
We were all about to hop in the car but I made up my mind.
"Hey Simon" he turned and looked disappointed "(Y/N) I'm so sor-" I hugged him, I let a warm smile come onto my face.

"I love you Simon, I know you were just frustrated and we can fix this, all of it"
I pulled away then kissed him passionately with josh still in the back of my mind.

I hopped into Simons car, we drove in silence and I couldn't help it, I played 'bad reputation' from my phone and began dancing playing air guitar.

Simon laughed as he watched me.

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we got into the house, pills in hand. I made my way upstairs and walked into Josh's room.
"Hey joshy boy" I sat on his bed
"Ello ello" he spun away from his computer
"I need you to look after these for me, I don't trust myself at all, I assume you read it out of Boredom?"

He laughed and pulled them from my hand "sure thing" he stood up and put them in he bedside table, I got a glimpse of what was in his draw.

"Lube?" I laughed as he closed it "shut up, I'm a man"
I walked out of the room "mhm"

I made my way into Simons room and closed the door behind me locking it.

He was in his bathroom so I decided to surprise him, I took of my clothes leaving my lingerie on.

I laid on the end of his bed in a very porn cliche way.
He walked out of the bathroom and stopped staring at me "hell yeah" he stepped towards me taking of his clothes.

He jumped in the bed, we kissed and kissed until we went under the covers.

PLEASE READ
I might stop doing this book as I don't really know we're it's going, I can't really tell if y'all are liking it,  but if I get at least 5 or more comments I will continue.
-SpookySDMN