Human!Icebear x Suicidal Reader

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// Human Ice bear x depressed/suicidal reader.
This was Requested ^^
Trigger warning: self harm and suicidal thoughts //

Your POV

I wander to the edge of the forest and stand over a tall cliff that leads even deeper into the forest, where only animals dare to explore.
"Alone.. Again." I softly sigh and stare down at the dark forest far below me, my toes partway off the ground and peaking over the edge of the cliff.
For as long as I can remember, I've dealt with anxiety and depression.
I've tried seeing a therapist, but it didn't work. All I got from it was pity talk.
I slowly bring my foot over the edge and take a deep breath in, letting my tears fall freely.
"Y/n?" A familiar voice spoke from behind me.
I quickly pull myself back and turn to face them, seeing Isaac walk up to me with a worried expression.
"Why are you here?" He asked in his usual deep, monotone voice.
"I-I.." I turn my head away and stare down at the forest far below the edge.
Should I tell him?
"Isaac saw you climbing out of your window.. You were crying." Isaac stepped closer and grabbed my arm.
I softly wince in pain. He had to grab there.. Where my fresh cuts are covered by my black jacket.
"What's wrong?" Isaac stared at me with a serious expression.
"N-nothing.." I softly pull my arm away, and wipe my eyes.
Why must he always show up at the worst times. He's always here whenever I stoop so low and become desperate.
"You were going to walk off the edge of this cliff.. Why?" Isaac glared into my eyes, and took ahold of my wrist, softly pulling me away from the edge.
My eyes widen, turning my head to look at him.
I've never seen him look so serious before..
"You knew.." I lower my gaze as my vision began to blur once again.
"Isaac thought the doctors made you feel better." He released his grip on me, but still kept me in his hand, "Why are you sad again?"
"Because.." My voice cracked as my throat grew sore, "I lied. It didn't help."
Isaac looked at me for a few moments, then pulled me into a hug.
Just because of his warm embrace, I gave up and burst into tears.
Isaac tightened his arms around me and kept me close, "Tell Isaac what's wrong."
"I'm depressed, Isaac.. I've had anxiety and depression all my life, and I hate it. I just want it to end." I rest my head on his chest and sob onto his white T-shirt.
"Isaac can help." He spoke softly, "Isaac doesn't want you to be sad anymore."
"How? I'm already broken, nothing can-"
Isaac placed his lips onto mine, cutting off my sentence and stealing my breath away.
My heart skipped a beat and my face burned up.
"Isaac learned that kissing shows the feelings of love." He spoke with a small hint of nervousness.
I stare up at him for a bit, trying to figure out what the heck just happened.
"Isaac will bring you home." He lifted me up and cradled me in his arms, carrying me as he began to walk.
"But-"
He lifted me closer to his face and kissed me once again.
This time shutting me up for good.

// sorry I haven't been updating, I just haven't had the motivation to.. Well do anything. But I decided to come back and finish this request.
Thanks for reading, I know this was a darker chapter than usual.
If you have any requests feel free to comment or DM me :)  //

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