Chapter One

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Practicing for the big showcase was driving me insane, i don't think i could do it anymore

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Practicing for the big showcase was driving me insane, i don't think i could do it anymore. The song was about me and Beck- the guy i was in love with but could never have. Everyone was backstage, when Trina's tongue started throbbing and grew to an extremely large size. Many people had gathered round her as she began to complain about it in what seemed like gibberish, and although i shouldn't i found it extremely funny.

"Just keep your mouth open!" The nurse said in stress, i had to give the women props i would have just knocked Trina out by now.

"Trina!" We heard a woman shout- that must be her mother. 

"What happened?"  Another guy asked- probably her dad. 

"Oh my God, it's huge." a girl i didn't know said. Which must mean she is Trina's sister because i know everyone at Hollywood Arts. 

"Are you the school nurse?" Her mother asked but i just tuned it all out, putting my headphones in and repeating my song over and over again, wearing a robe to hide my suggestive outfit. So apparently, Her sister was going to perform for her and was so much better, she was amazing. But now it was my turn. I got on stage, in my robe and i could see Beck in the audience. (Her outfit is what Gabbie wears in the video.)

I still taste your presenceOnce sweet but it turned sourTried to shake your indifferenceBut it's too late now
I hear you in the quietI see you when I'm in the darkYou just couldn't fight for thisBut it's not your fault
Say what you mean out loudDrowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd'Cause every sweet thing you never speakIt's deafening, never knowin' what could beWish I could show you howBut you're just a ghost now
Your laughter haunts meLike a ringing in my earYou left me long ago,You're still everywhere
I reach out for youI'm desperate for your warmthCan you tell me where we went wrong?At least tell me just to move on
Say what you mean out loudDrowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd'Cause every sweet thing you never speakIt's deafening, never knowin' what could beWish I could show you howBut you're just a ghost now
You're just a ghost nowBut you're just a ghost, ghost nowYou're just a ghost, ghost now, nowBut you're just a—
It's time to let it goYou left me all aloneI wanna feel your heartbeatBut it doesn't beat for me no more, no
It's time to let it goYou left me all aloneIt's holdin' me down,It's burnin' me outI'm beggin' for soundBut I can't bring you back now
Say what you mean out loudDrowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd'Cause every sweet thing you never speakIt's deafening, never knowin' what could beWish I could show you howBut you're just a ghost now
You're just a ghost now(it's time to let it go)But you're just a ghost, ghost now(you left me all alone)You're just a ghost now, now(it's time to let it go)But you're just a ghost now

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