Chp 4.

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Left to my thoughts...

*at about 1 in the afternoon*

Oliver: " soo.....um were here I guess this is goodbye."

Me: " huh?....yeah I guess so."

Oliver now squeezing me in his arms and  not wanting to let go.

Me: "thanks" still holding on.

Oliver: " for?"

Me: " you know, walking me home and being there for me, and well this hug, I really needed it."

Oliver: "just remember that I'll always be here for you."

I nodded and turned to open the door to my house. I looked around but saw no one.

I called, " mother?! I'm home! "

Mother: " and where exactly were you last night?"

Her tone as though she couldn't possibly care less about my whereabouts, but still asking because 'I' was her ticket to fortune.

I bluntly replied knowing her true intentions, " and to what importance is it to you, mother?"

Mother: " I am your mother, I love you with all my heart."

Me: "what heart? If you had a heart you wouldn't be marrying me off to some man I've never even layed eyes on."

Mother: "Darling, I'm doing this for us." her voice calm, after noticing the sudden rage in my eyes.

Me: " you know damn well that you only care about yourself and that I'm your ticket out of this hell hole you call a home."

She stood, without a word, trying to process what I had just said, and when the silence became overbearing I stormed off and just left her there.

* me talking out loud*

What is wrong with her. Ughh!
I mean there's bad  and then there's my mother. I mean, I knew that she had an arranged marriage at age fifteen, hated it, my father died and then she had me. I mean if she knows the pain of all that, and had gone through soo much. Why would she want to do it to me.

(All the while I was walking through the forest that lay after the clearing behind the cottage)

*still talking out loud*

I wish there was a way to escape this arrangement. I hate having to live like this. And Gabe, I want to enjoy my life with him. I still haven't figured out though what had upset him.

I had known these woods all my life, yet I have never seen this.

It was an old  grandfather tree, with some sort of door in the centre. I examined it closely and noticed a handle of some sort.

I tugged on it but it didn't give way, I tried again with more force, this time succeeding. The inside was much larger than the  external part of  the tree, or so it appeared. I stepped into the little lair, looking around to see if anyone was there.

There was a little old wooden desk in one corner, in the other, had a shelf with jars and potion bottles, a few of the herbs I did identify was mistletoe, vervain, wolfsbane, yew and dried poison ivy. There were also a variety of liquids I couldn't identify.

In the centre of the lair had a black cauldron supported by three rocks

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In the centre of the lair had a black cauldron supported by three rocks.

Just as I was about to open the diary that lay on the table I heard the door opening so I........

Until next time
- A

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