Life can throw unexpected things at you. Things can change in a blink of an eye but people don't. At least not deep down they don't, they're still the same.
Aubrey Willows has experienced more pain and heartbreak in her life than any teenage girl h...
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I rolled over in bed and slowly opened my eyes to be greeted by a few rays of sunshine peeking through my blinds. I snuggled back into bed with no intentions of getting up anytime soon. I was too humiliated still from the events that happened Friday. Seeing Hunter on top of that girl was permanently burnt into my mind. I had cried so many tears this past weekend that I probably could have created my own river, my own damn river of sadness and self-pity. Groaning I rolled onto my back and stared blankly up at the ceiling. I'd done a lot of thinking the past few days, sadly I didn't like the train of thoughts or conclusions I came to in that time. I had realised two things; one, the reason I felt so sick and hurt by all of Hunters actions was because I liked him. I had stupidly fallen for him despite his cruel words and teasing and I hated myself for it. The second thing I realised is that I need to end this stupid crush as soon as I can, there is no way we'd ever be together, and it definitely wouldn't work out, despite how much I secretly wanted it to. My head began to ache slightly as the stress I was feeling from my discoveries hit me hard. Sitting up in bed slowly I ran my hands down my face, only to be greeted by the small pile of books on the desk in front of me. Letting out a small curse I got out of bed, once again ignoring the pile of homework I had once again left undone due to my state the past few days. I hadn't completed several homework pieces since the party a few weeks ago and had forgotten to hand in a few assessment pieces too. I was let off a with a warning because I had such a good track record and they just put it down to a careless mistake, telling me it cannot happen again. Grabbing my phone off my nightstand I notice my phone is once again flooded with texts from both Axel and Beau; I'm specifically being harassed today as to why I'm not at school. With an unladylike grunt I clear my home screen of the notifications and pull some socks onto my now cold feet.
I open my bedroom door and drag my feet across the floor, skipping my usual morning routine and heading straight for the kitchen. I fed Winnie to stop her whining and swung open the fridge to examine what I had to eat. I bit my lip as I scanned over less than five items in my bare fridge. Shit when had my grocery supplies fluctuated so badly? My eyes rest on the bottle of Vodka I had sitting in the door of the fridge and the two beers the boys had left here by accident. Shaking my head, I move to grab an apple out and take a big bite but not feeling anywhere near satisfied enough. I flopped onto the couch and turned the TV on, searching for anything to catch my attention. My loud ringtone filled the quiet air and I sighed, picking it up and answering it in the process.
"Hello." I deadpanned before lazily taking another bite of my apple.
"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!"
"-DO YOU EVEN REALISE WHAT TIME IT IS?!"
"-BETTER YET DO YOU KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS? SURPRISE BITCH IT'S MONDAY AND YOUR SEXY ASS IS NOT IN THE SEAT IT SHOULD BE!"
"-WHICH INCASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW IS LOCATED AT SCHOOL!"
I let out a huff and roll my eyes listening to Axel and Beau answer each other's questions and cut each other off on the other end.
