Next day morning I woke by a door knock. I dragged myself out of the bed. I opened its Ayesha. I found out, she said. What? I asked her. I found out farick address she said.
So what? I asked her scratching my arms. We need to find out what is he up to Ayesha said. Are you mad? We can't go there. If he came to know that we are spying on him he will kill me. And my parents won't allow me there. You know how far London is. It's not at all possible I said.
It's just my opinion. If he really loves you he would be happy to see you. To See your face. You have been crying all day. If you keep on doing like this you will fall sick she said.
I have to think about it I said rubbing my forehead. Okay see here she showed me his Facebook id. He seems happy there. It was his last photo he was taken yesterday it seems like a club. If he is in club why can't he talk to properly she said looking at me. I don't know what to say I looked at her blankly.
Think about it. I am leaving now but you have to think about it. Just call me when you have decided she said and left my room. I looked at my phone. I grabbed it and called his number. He didn't pick up as usual. I texted him.
Me:"There baby?".
There is no reply for 30 minutes. By that time I finished my morning routine and ate my breakfast.
Farick:"sorry I am little busy".
I called his number. He picked up. I miss you I said. I miss you too he said back. Are you free now? I asked him. yes, he replied. I feel like you are avoiding me I said worriedly. Why are you thinking like that it's been only 10 days. I want to settle down here. I have lots of work to do, can't you understand that he said slowly. Yes, I know that. I am sorry but at least spend a little bit time with me. I need you. I want to hear your voice at least for 5 minutes per day I said in a sad tone. See I can't always think about you. I have my own life. I need some space he said rudely. I only asked only for 5 minutes I said angrily.
You know what just leave me alone don't irritate me like this. You will never understand me. This is why I am not picking up any of your calls I know you won't understand any of it he said and hung up.
I looked at my phone blankly. Tears were filling my eyes. I closed my face with my hands and started crying.
For past 15 minutes, I am crying. I called his number but he is not answering my calls.
I texted.
Me:" I am so sorry. Please answer my calls".
There is no reply.
I called him again after 5 minutes but no response.
I don't know what to do my heart is beating so fast. It is aching so much. I went into my bathroom and washed my face and ran to Ayesha's house. She opened the door I hugged and cried to her. Oh my god what happened she asked me. I talked to farick I said while crying. I asked him what are you avoiding me? Can't you just spend 5 minutes with me he suddenly got angry and hung up my call, I called him again and also texted him but he is not responding. Have I done anything wrong Ayesha I asked her crying hard? No, you didn't baby she consoled me.
I miss him so much Ayesha. I know he is busy with his work but I asked for only 5 minutes can't he do that? I asked her. Baby have some water please she handed me some water. I drank it. It calmed me a little bit. I wiped my tears. She looked at me worriedly.
I will call him from my number she said. I nodded. He picked up her call. She gave her phone to me. Hello farick it's me sheerin. I am so sorry I said crying. He didn't speak anything.
I am sorry I said again. Can you just talk to me please I begged him. What do you want? he asked harshly.
His words made me cry but I controlled it. I am sorry farick it's all my fault I will never fight with you again. Will you forgive me please I asked. He didn't answer for few seconds and then he said please understand me, Sheerin. I never meant to avoid you I am just busy that's it he said. Okay, I understand I replied wiping my tears. I love you I said. I love you too he said and that made me smile a little bit.
Okay, I will call you tonight he said. Okay, I responded and hung up.
Everything is okay Ayesha asked me. I nodded smiling. She hugged me. Please don't cry in front of me like this again. I can't see you like that she said. Sorry, I said looking at the ground. How about pizza? She said me. I nodded happily.
8.30 p.m:
My phone ranged. It's farick. I felt so happy when he called me. I picked up his call. Hello, he said in his sexy voice. Hello, I said smiling. I am sorry he said sadly. Me too I replied. I love you always be told. I love you so much and I miss you so much farick. I am sorry for not understanding you but when you not talking to me I am really getting so angry I told. Okay, I will talk to you daily he promised. We talked about hours and that day ended happily for me.
Thanks for reading friends:
-zehana.
