I went home tiredly. I lied on my bed looking at my ceiling. All the things we did today was running on my mind. It made me smile. I hugged my pillow tightly thinking as it was farick. I never felt so happy before. He is the best thing ever happened to me. I was smiling like a fool. After some time I drifted off to sleep.
Next day morning:
I woke up from my sleep and started getting ready to go to school. I reached my school in 15 minutes. Our first class started and my teacher announced our exams date.
I and Ayesha looked at each other sadly. We went to the cafeteria at our break time. Our exams were going to come in one week I said to her sadly. Yes, she nodded with a sad expression.
Our school got over. I reached my home. I grabbed my phone to text farick.
Me:" I miss you".
Farick:" I love you so much".
I smiled at his text.
Me:"My exams were coming up. I can't spend more time with you".
Farick:" that's okay. Study well".
Me:"yes I will. Bye".
Farick:"bye".
I felt lonely after that text. I felt sad too. I don't know why I am feeling like this. I took my book outside my bag and placed in front of me but I am not getting any interest to study.
Oh God! I shouted in frustration. I grabbed my phone.
Me:" Can you just be with me please".
Farick:" I am waiting for this text".
Me:"Do you already know I would text you?".
Farick:" If you didn't. I would have texted you".
I smiled
Me:"Be with me".
Farick:"I always will".
I smiled and started studying. It may sound crazy but I feel like he is staying with me. It made me concentrate on my studies.
A few hours later:
It is already 11 p.m. I can't control my sleep suddenly my phone buzzed. I grabbed it to check the notification.
It was from farick.
Farick:"can you please come down".
My eyes widened.
Me:"what?".
Farick:" I said you to come down".
I rushed to my window to see whether he is there. But I can't find him. I slowly went downstairs without making any noise. I opened the door and went outside.
Someone closed my eyes behind me with there hands. I smiled because I know who it is.
I removed his hand and turned around. He pulled me closer and placed his lips on mine. My heart is beating so fast. I held his shirt tightly. He was kissing me softly. I kissed him back. After that, he placed a kiss on my forehead and said I Love you. I smiled looking at into eyes.
His eyes were sparkling in the moonlight. I hugged him and said I love you too.
I missed you so much that's why I came to see you he told me. I missed you too I said to him. Okay now go back inside and sleep well he ordered. No, I don't want to I said sadly.
It's already late. So now he said it again. Okay, nodded and slowly started walking towards the door. I looked back one last time he waved his hands. I waved back and went Inside.
I felt so happy and went to sleep peacefully.
After one week:
All my exams got over. I went to my home happily after completing my last exam. Finally, could be free. Today, I and farick have decided to go somewhere. I can't wait to see him.
I ran straight to my room. I texted him.
Me:" when are you coming here to pick me up?".
Farick:" I will be there in 15 minutes".
I started getting ready. I wore my favourite black lace dress. I put some makeup. I missed him a lot. I was looking at the window to check whether he came or not. I saw a black car from far away. I know it's him. I hurried downstairs.
He stopped his car in front of my house I walked towards it and sat beside him.
You look so beautiful he complimented me. I blushed. Where are we going I asked him. Beach he informed me. I agreed.
We reached there. We sat on the bench. I was looking at the seashore. I want to say you something he told me.
What is it? I asked him. I got a job he informed me. Job? I asked him. Yes, it is my dream job. Oh okay, congrats I said happily.
I am going to London in few days he said. My eyes widened. What? No, I said without my knowledge.
Why? He asked me. I can't be without you. I always want to be with you. You can't leave me I told him. Tears were running down my cheeks.
But I really want this job. It is my dream job. I can't sacrifice that for you he said harshly.
I looked at him blankly. Please don't go. You know this one week itself I missed you so much how can I live without seeing you I said. We can do video call he told me. No, I want you to stay here I said.
Sorry, Sheerin, I can't. I really want to go there. In 3 days I am leaving. I should have told you this before but I know you would act like this. I don't want you to get distracted from your studies so I didn't but now I have told you. I am definitely leaving. I want you to understand me. You are also important to me but my job is also. I can't give up on both of it. I want both. Please understand he said sadly.
I looked at him. I wiped my tears. Okay, you can go I said with difficulty. Thanks, he said. I want to go home I told him. Now? But now only we came he told. Please, can you drop me? I said not looking at him. Okay, he said.
We didn't talk anything after that conversation. We reached our home.
I went inside my home and ran towards my room. I closed my door behind me and started crying. I don't know why I am acting like this. I know I should understand him but I can't able to do that.
After some time I slowly drifted off to sleep.
Thanks for reading:
-zehana.
