We were at the hotel. I was still shocked because I never thought he would do that to me. He didn't even care to call me. I stood up and started packing my clothes. Ayesha looked at me. Go and pack I said. Are you not going to do anything? She asked me. No, I replied. Why? He cheated on you. You should do something or else I will kill him she warned. It's okay Ayesha. He will surely miss me one day. Let's go I said.
After 10 hours:
We reached home. I was so tired. I went straight to sleep. After one hour I woke up. It's already morning. I sat. That incident flashed in my mind. Tears were blurring my eyes. I started crying. I closed my mouth so tight with my hands so that no one could hear me. I cried all day. I couldn't forget him I even thought to call him again but I controlled myself from doing that.
My heart is aching. My eyes were red. I couldn't sleep. The only thing was running on mind is farick. I didn't speak to anyone. At 3 a.m I drifted off to sleep. I woke up so tiredly. I barely ate anything. I missed him so much. Still, I am seeing his pictures and crying. Even I didn't speak to Ayesha I pleased her to leave me alone.
After a week:
Past one week, were the worst time of my life. I finally decided to go somewhere. I went to the beach. But the only thing that came to my mind is farick because we used to come here. I cried. I sat on the sand. I was looking at the sea. A small child was playing near the sea. I was watching her. It made me smile a little bit. I wiped my tears and went near the sea. I played along with that child. I smiled and felt better after that.
I went to my home after some time. I called Ayesha number. she picked up. Hello princess she greeted me. Hello, I said smiling. Are you feeling better she asked me? Yes, I said. Good, she said. I will come there she said. Okay, I agreed and hung up.
After 5 minutes she knocked my door I opened it. She hugged me. I hugged her too. We sat on my bed. I have a good offer for you she said. What is it? I questioned. In bookshop they are offering a job I want you to join there she said. I will think about it I said. No no, you have to Sheerin I want you to concentrate on your life. Do whatever distracts you. Don't be like this, she advised me. Okay, I said. Are you too joining with me? Yes, she nodded. It's after our school she said. I agreed.
Next day:
After our school, we went there. They agreed on us to work there. It was the first day of our work. I have done all the work. I worked so hard. I made me happy.
Day by day I started to forget him. I improved myself. I started to concentrate on my life. I didn't fully forget him because I can't able do that. Sometimes I used to cry a lot when I see any happy couple. But I am recovering from that.
It's been a month. Ayesha was not feeling well so I went to bookshop alone. I have to do all the work by myself. But I love to do that. I was checking the books. One boy came straight to me. Hi, he said. Hi, I replied. I was searching for "the fault in our stars" book but I can't able to find it. Can you find that for me? he said so genuinely. Yes, of course, I smiled at him and started searching for that book but there is no stock. Sorry, there is no stock I said. That's okay when will it come he asked me. I don't know. Give your number I will let you know I said. Yes, he wrote in the notebook. My name is Antony he said. Okay, I smiled. He smiled back and left the store.
After 2 days books arrived at the store. There was the fault in our stars book. That boy popped up on my mind. So I thought to call him. He picked up. Hello, he said. I don't know for some reason I felt his voice was similar to farick. Hello, he said again. Yes hello, I am speaking from the bookshop. The book you searched for arrives I said. Yeah thank you I will come today he said. Okay, I said and hung up. After an hour he came. He is a good looking guy. His smile is the best. Hi, he said. Hi, here it is. I gave the book to him he smiled. Thanks for letting me know he said. That's my job I said. He smiled and left the store. I kinda liked him. I won't say it is love but for reasons he seems like farick. His way of talking seems like farick.
Next day night it was raining heavily I can't even step out. I am waiting for the rain to stop but I didn't. I was standing at the door looking at the rain. Hi someone said. I looked at the person to see who it is. It is the same guy, Antony. Oh hi, I said smiling. Do you wanna join me I will drop you at your house he said. That's okay I replied. No, it's raining so badly. How will you go home? I have no problem. You can come with me he said. Okay, I nodded. I closed the door and joined him. We were walking. He gave half of his umbrella to me. I have seen you before he said. Really? Where? I asked him. I am studying at your school only he said. But I have never seen you I responded. He just smiled at me. My house came. Thanks, I said. Your Welcome he said and left. I went to my room. Took a shower and went to sleep.
Thanks for reading friends:
-zehana.
