heroes → corbyn besson

17 | messin' with my feels

april 15, 2017

"you let me take you out." corbyn says so confidently and smoothly.

woah did he just- no way no way. he did not just ask me out. THE corbyn besson just asked me out. i don't even know what to say to this. i've only been here for 3 or 4 days and he's already asking me out.

i'm going to regret telling you this but the thing is i've never really dated anyone before. yes i know you're probably wondering "a 17 year old girl hasn't dated anyone before?"  it's true i haven't. i mean i've been on dates but i haven't had a boyfriend. i mean i've watched so movies and i've read so many books about teen romance and it's all clichè. they're all unrealistic and it makes me question if "love" is real at all.

"like as friends?" i question him nervously.

by the look on his face i knew what he was going to say next.

"yeah obviously." he replies back confidently with a genuine smile.

a little pang goes to my heart.

"oh." i reply with a hint of sadness.

i guess i was just hoping he would say something else. maybe like a date because we've been flirting a little but i guess he either didn't notice or he's a natural flirt himself. it's whatever i mean we've known each other for a few days i mean we obviously have to get to know each other more..right?

"ok when?" i ask still feeling a little hurt.

"what about right now i know a good smoothie bowl place we could go to." 

"are you sure we can leave?" i ask.

he nods his head. " yeah totally let me just ask logan first."

he runs off to logan leaving me standing there alone. i watch corbyn as he whispers in logan's ear. i couldn't make out what he was saying but i could definitely tell he didn't just ask if we could go. they whisper to each other for a couple seconds before corbyn comes running back with a smile.

"he said we could go since they're just cleaning up so let's go get our stuff and get out of here."

i nod my head as we walk towards the dressing room to get our stuff.

we walk in and i grab my bag off the couch and corbyn goes and grabs his bag too. the rest of the boys are just sitting down on the seats where the stylists did our hair and makeup.

"hey where are you guys going?" jack asks while setting his phone down on his lap.

"we're gonna go get smoothies bowls from around the corner." he says while running his finger though his hair.

"i wanna com-" zach was interrupted by corbyn.

i'm standing behind corbyn so i couldn't tell what he did to make zach shut up. corbyn turns around and puts his arm around my shoulder.

cornbread you are messing with my feelings so hard right now.

"ok we're leaving bye guys." corbyn turns head around and waves bye to the boys with the other hand.

i yelled out bye as well before we headed out the door.

we step out the door taking in the excruciating heat and the loud traffic of california.

corbyn drops his arm from my shoulder and places his arm on his side. i would be lying if i said i wasn't disappointed that he dropped his arm already.

while we're walking to the smoothie place with corbyn leading it was very awkward and it was my fault. i'm just butthurt because this isn't a date when i really want it to be a date. it just takes time which i don't have since i'm assuming i'll be staying here for a few more days. i can't continue whatever corbyn and i have or had because we're just friends and i'll be leaving soon so why start something when it will end in a snap. i'm ju-

"lana!" corbyn says while stopping me from walking any further because we're right in front of the smoothie bowl place.

bowl of heaven.

here we go.

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wow lana is hurting right now but anyways we will find out next chapter what will happen to them on their "date"

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corbyn's face on the pic above describes me when he rejected lana.

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