heroes → corbyn besson

20 | meaning

april 15, 2017

we're 2 hours into stranger things and almost of all the guys are asleep except for me and corbyn. we're currently on the 4th episode where nancy and jonathan are at the park.

you know i've been sitting in the same position for the past 2 hours and let me tell you. i feel as stiff as a board. my back hurts from it being so straight and then my butt hurts for just sitting down for too long. addition to that i have a guy named corbean on my thigh in which it's slightly starting to numb.

"hey lana?" corbyn asks.

"yeah?" i reply back.

"i don't want you to go back to italy." he says while turning his head and facing me.

"trust me i don't want to either." i sigh.

"please don't leave me alone with these hooligans." corbyn points to the boys and i laugh but quickly covering my mouth for laughing too loud.

"oh shut up corbyn you know you love them to death." i ruffle his hair and he pouts.

"i really don't." he rolls his eyes and i chuckle.

"but i do. you know i wouldn't be anywhere without these guys or our supporters. they mean so much to me and if anything happened to them i would never forgive myself." he looks straight into my eyes and my heart warms up.

"same with me. without my supporters and my family i wouldn't be where i'm at right now. i'm also so grateful you guys and logan. you act like the older brothers i've never had. you're also helping my singing career boost."

trust me there's a lot more i can say but i'll save that for thanksgiving.

"i'm so glad i met you though. you're legit just like the girl best friend i've never had!" corbyn exclaims.

"corbyn stop i don't mean that much to you." i slap his shoulder lightly.

"yes you do lana so shush it." corbyn says with sass which causes me to giggle.

"can i tell you something?" i ask.

"i mean haven't we been telling each other stuff for the past 5 minutes?" he asks with sarcasm.

i roll my eyes playfully. "yes we have now can i tell you?"

he nods his head "yes."

i take a deep breathe.

"a lot of singers have different aspects to their career. you know some want to sing because they enjoy it or because they want to make money i don't know but i want to be seen as the singer that has a message to every song. whether it's silly, fun, sad, or anger."

corbyn nods his head as that signals me to continue.

"i want every song i write to have a meaning to it. something that either relates to me or some else. now my life has been very boring but i've read so many books and have watched so many movies that i can feel what they're feeling in the movie or book. you get what i'm saying."

he nods his head eagerly. i take another breathe.

"basically i don't want to be some youtuber that just sings for views and money. i want to sing because i enjoy it and i want to spread a message to everyone..but i can't if i'm just some lousy singer on youtube."

i whisper the last part and i look down. i start to fiddle with my fingers as i wait for corbyn to reply.

he suddenly sits up across from me and takes both of my hands into his hands. he looks straight into my eyes with fire.

"lana marino you are not some lousy youtuber. listen to me you are one of the most amazing and successful singer i know. you're better than me! now we're gonna get up right now and we are going to take an uber and go to my house so we can make a youtube video right now."

my heart fluttered so much while he was talking.

i'm lowkey freaking out but it's okay.

suddenly it's like my brain wasn't working with my body but i did the impossible...

i wrap my arms around his neck and i hug him tightly in which he returns.

"thank you corbyn." i whisper.

"no problem lana." he hugs me a little tighter and long than it should have been but i'm not complaining.

"okay let's go." corbyn grabs my hand and pulls me up but i stop him.

"what about the boys?" i ask.

"ugh fine let's wake them up."

i start to shake jonah and jack's shoulder as corbyn starts to wake up daniel and zach.

they all start to stir in their sleep but eventually jack was the first one to wake up in which it lead to daniel, jonah, and lastly zach.

"why did you guys wake us up?" jack asks as he runs his fingers through his curls.

"we're gonna film a video for lana's channel."

"ahh okay let's go!" daniel stands up quickly and walks out of my room.

everyone else followed daniel and we all gathered our stuff.

"wait where are you guys going?" logan asks while lifting his face for his computer.

"we're gonna go over to our house and film a youtube video for lana's channel." zach says.

"ok but she has to back here by 8 or i am shaving all of your heads in your sleep." logan exclaims. it was currently 4 pm so we had plenty of time.

"okay bye logan!"

"peace."

"see ya."

i was the last one to walk out the door but i had to say bye to logan first.

"bye logan i'll see you at 8!"

i quickly shut the door and i run off to the elevator where the rest of the boys are before logan could yell out a reply.

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