Polaroid 》k•chani ❌ [Completed]

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Once I reach home, I immediately here Chani's loud screaming from the kitchen.

"Y/N!" His eyes were full of anger. He looked at me as if he was going to kill me.

"I'm really sorry Chani-" I tried explaining but once again, he hit me.

I couldn't imagine myself having to spend my life with torture everday.

Love still matters a lot me.

Even though he treats me like this.

I love him.

Nothing could ever change that.

~

Hwiyoung has been calling me nonstop this week.

He checks on me everytime and always finds the time to visit.

I still hide the scars and bruises Chani gave me.

I really didn't want Hwiyoung to get worried again.

I feel like Hwiyoung acts more like a boyfriend than Chani does.

~

"He got into a coma. I believe it was caused by the impact of the crash. I'm really sorry Miss y/n...."

Hwiyoung kept on saying that everything will be fine but I know it won't be.

At that very moment I knew everything I had would change.

I would not get hurt by his words anymore.

But I would get hurt everyday by missing him.

I could not imagine a day with talking to Chani. It will be different and lifeless.

I'm sorry Chani...I couldn't do anything about it.

~

Here I am, holding Chani's hand while watching him lay on the hospital bed.

He gave me the chance to talk to him about anything while he's asleep.
~

Everyday, I would visit him and tell him how my day went.

Sometimes I would just cry and hug him.

I just want to have Chani back.

~

Chani

I would listen to your non stop chattering about your everyday life without me.

I could hear you cry about how much you miss me.

I really want to tell you that I do too.

I regret everything I did to  you y/n.....

I want to wake up and hug you and say sorry for everything.

I deserved this.

And I definitely don't deserve you....

I hope you can wait for me until I wake up.

Maybe that will be the right time to fix everything.

I'm sorry y/n...

I love you ~~