Chani
Mom told me she has been trying to reach y/n to tell her that I'm fine. But for some reason she was ignoring it.
Does she not love me anymore?
I felt like crying....
I miss her. I want to make everything better for her.
But why is she ignoring me?
Did she find someone else? Did she-
Everything started to come up together.
I realized what I have been missing all this time.
I clenched my fists feeling the anger building up my body.
'I knew I shouldn't have trusted Hwiyoung with her....'
Did she forget about me already?
I couldn't accept the reality that y/n can replace me anytime.
I made her life miserable when she was with me.
I wasn't really a boyfriend to her.
Hwiyoung probably makes her a lot happier than I do.
Hwiyoung stays by her side.
Unlike me....
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"Mom, have you told y/n that I am awake?" She nods in response.
"I told Hwiyoung to tell y/n, I'm sure she'll know about it" She runs back and continues whatever she was doing.
'I know she won't know about this'
Knowing Hwiyoung hates me more than anyone else, he can hide this from y/n.
I won't let him get in between y/n and I.
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I tried calling y/n but won't answer.
Did she block me?
Why would she though?
That was the time I realized, I lost her.
I lost everything that I had with her.
The memories, the talks and those midnight cuddles which makes our night better.
I regret everything....
I just hope she doesn't forget me.
'I'm sorry y/n....maybe it's time for us to move on from each other'
I had to let go somehow.
Maybe y/n wasn't for me after all.
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HwiyoungI did it.
I blocked Chani from y/n's phone. I know this could make everything worse specially their relationship.
I know it's very selfish of me to do it.
But I don't want y/n getting hurt because of her decision to stay with Chani.
I don't like y/n or anything....
I just want her to take Chani off her mind and enjoy California.
I'm sorry Chani.
If you truly love y/n, you would know that it would be best for her to stay with me for a while.
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Polaroid 》k•chani ❌ [Completed]
Fanfiction"i know i could lose you, the reason why i'm afraid to fall in love with you" "you won't lose me, I Love You" 'this polaroid reminds me of you' // kang chani ♡