Tough Love: A Rydellington love story

Chapter 7

***RYDEL'S POV***

It's been a few weeks since the whole Ellington thing.

 I have not eaten, and I have lost alot of weight. It's not that I am starving myself I am just not hungry. 

Ratliff is still in the band, sadly. I mean I want him to stay in the band but I am a mess in all of our rehearsals I  mess up all the notes and can't pay attention.

 Me and Ellington haven't talked. He tries to talk to me, but I don't want to hear it so I just walk away. It is really hard to walk away on the bus b/c I mean come on we are in a bus I walk 2 feet and I am in the living room, then I walk 1 foot and my nose is hitting the fridge, there is know where to walk to!

"Rydel?" someone spoke snapping me out of my thoughts.

"huh? What?" I asked still not knowing who it was.

"I asked if you wanted anything." Ellington asked me. We are now stopped at chick fil a to get lunch.

" Not from you!" I reply. I feel bad being like this but its nothing he doesn't deserve I'm treating him this way but he deserves it.

"Why are you acting like this?!" He asked me

"How am I suppose to act when the guy that I have had a crush on for YEARS just broke my heart!" i say.

"oh and the guy who I told me all about his feelings for me, just to get stabbed in the back! How am I suppose to feel? Am i suppose to act happy? Am I suppose to pat you on the back and say 'well done'? " I add

"okay, okay I'm sorry." Ellington said.

"ELLINGTON SORRY DOESN'T FIX ANYTHING YOU DID TO ME!   ALMOST KISSING ME THEN TURNING AROUND AND MAKING OUT WITH YOUR EX-GIRLFRIEND OR WHEN SHE CALLED ME FAT AND UGLY YOU DIDN'T STAND UP FOR ME!! UGH ELLINGTON THERE IS SO MUCH THAT YOU DID, SORRY CAN'T COVER IT" i YELLED.

" OH MY GOD RYDEL!! WE ALMOST KISSED, WE DIDN'T KISS. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE! SO WHY DO YOU CARE IF I KISSED HER." HE YELLED BACK

"YOU WERE THE FIRST GUY THAT I HAD A CRUSH ON AND THE  FIRST GUY I SAID I LOVE YOU TO AND HE SAID I LOVED YOU BACK!" I YEDLLED BACK AT HIM. "i JUST THOUGTH YOU FELT THE SAME WAY" I ADD

"NEWS FLASH I DIDN'T!" HE YELLED.

"I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME TOO, AND THEN YOU WHISPERED I MEANT WHAT I SAID"

"WELL i MUST BE A GOOD ACTOR,  B/C I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING I SAID!" HE YELLED.

"What the hell has gotten into you Ellington? Is it Kelly? Did I do something?" 

"LEAVE ME ALONE! WHY DO YOU CARE?" HE YELLS

Wow that really hurt!  O well I'll get over it, i know I was over exagerating (whoops sorry don't know how to type it) but that needed to come out.

"Woah guys what's going on?" Riker came into the bunk area saying.

"Nothing!" i say very quickly. '

"Yeah....um.. I'm gonna get some air don't wait up." Ellington said opening the bus door.

"Don't worry we won't!" i say under my breath

***ELLINGTON'S POV***

I walked outside to get some fresh air. I have been gone for about 2 hours, and i am about 3 miles away from the bus. I was tired of walking, my feet are hurting but I don't wont to go back yet.

I saw a pinic table in the distance. So I started walking over to the table and sat down.

So great Rydel is offically over me. I fucked up this time. All b/c of one wrong decision. I have got to get over Rydel since she is obbvesly over me! But who??? i started to scroll down my contacts. i found her.............................................................Kelly.