My Last Days... (English)

chapter 4

After a session of movies, and ice cream, I decided it was time to go to bed, do not tell anyone, auque not nesesario tell them, about how tired I am, or why I'm sitting next to the toilet discarding all that ice cream, for sure they're the same or even worse, pull the handle and in washed recharge me, sitting on the floor, I felt really really bad, was burning with fever, but my mother was asleep and waking thought , would not be a hindrance to it, I wash my mouth and fits the hospital gown, had no sleep, haci withdraw the desk chair and fits me, opened my laptop, I ate cravings know desian and so sudden disappearance on social networks.

Not take long to find reviews for it was a whole revelation, everyone wanted to know where was the beautiful and popular, cheerleading captain, Elena green, commentary or Anne Dean 

"We have to do something, we know nothing about it" - Dean was saying

"My friend was gone without a trace, the strange and now as team captain, will remember as the beautiful and courageous girl who was, oh my god .. I'm crying" - Anne Rhodesia, knew that his words were not true but was a good friend, but I always loved alla more popular than me, and a fact that there were more comments isieron me laugh softly to avoid waking breast

"Is said to be pregnant, and not embarrass his father decided to leave"

"It is said that neither his family knows where he is, God have mercy on her, that hera a goddess to me, although I found only spoken once" never thought to cause much effect on people, and maybe I'm not pregnant if my family feel some shame, and we revajarian to be the perfect family and have a daughter who quisa die trying to kill the cancer, closed my social accounts, will not answer my calls hemanos, neither my father, my life would never be the same, but managed to kill the cancer, would never be the same, stupid and popular Elena green, I got angry to remember what I was, that was not me, that was someone that my father had created, now being away from him, I can be myself. wanted to vent opened a tab word and I began to write

- It was cancer for me, maybe not look at it two ways, 

1 - perhaps my death and suffering 

2- to 1 salvation

Looking at it by the drastic side , and maybe some people would think of ending his life when I was diagnosed with this disease , but I only thought that my life would change and it would not be the same , it would be a different routine , be painful , funny and perhaps a bomb that would explode in my family , so this is really bad. I consider alguin privileged I am difenet to other people, not the thinking or appearance , but that my life hangs by a thread , and I'm not afraid , for now pensra I want to do in my life long term , I just want to think that these people his mind just thinking about it will make a few years later , I just think I have to do in that moment , I thought like them, but this desicion changes everything about you , including the ability that my hair begins to fall , and hair that dedication and care so that now in danger of dying , but there is a possibility that does not fall , as there is also that defeat the cancer.

I think I'll do this more often, you vent really is as if the computer was talking to you, I went to my bed and I slept right away. I woke up early and went with my mother to the dining room, we went for breakfast and ate without speaking

- Safe which you can make the practices, I would not like to call me to desirme my daughter was passed out in the woods, 'said my mother, today we would take to run all of the floor, not thought me two veses, quisa and when I return to school can be a cheerleader again, plus he loved running and is something that nothing would prevent me 

- Not anything happen to me, you know I'm also very good running condition, remember that I said was a cheerleader and my mom smiled at me, today vehia different, was very neat as when I used to work, but my father forced her to leave her only distraction and out housewife