My Last Days... (English)

chapter 7

I woke up, stretching my arms all over the bed, waiting for another body next to me, but it was basia, I sat quickly fearing the worst, but I found I was a Danny lying on the couch smiling at me

-because these no-I asked rubbing her eyes so bad I slept?

- Believe me I thought it would be worse said sitting down-to Midnight wanted to lie down on the bed and even worse as bear hug

-sorry I said embarrassed, now I knew because no one wanted to spend the night with me, and understand-but I could not sleep alone

- I understand, I think if you would have taken longer, I would have been a - fourth  your stay is one thoughtful moment-I know it was something to get out early yesterday with Erik

-you know I think that Eva had done the same, she did not wanted to see mourn I said and sat next to him on the couch, besides that it will give us salsa lessons I said and I think that you glad too, but could cheerleading, well would take dance lessons, my mother, not going back until the holidays, besides that serious engagement party for my sister, trying to understand the fact that he was not even invited, or what would happen christmas alone, and they family, Danny had taken his chemotherapy today, help him get to his truck

-take your handles said would be the second time I took a car, the good thing is that it was automatic. arrived at Erik's house, in his basement had all the mirrored walls, Erik helped me sit Danny was too tired to dance, finish putting on my tennis and stop me by Erik

-list-djo putting his hands on my hip

- Uii feel that energy - said with a laugh, the other afternoon spent dancing and bringing cheers Danny, I turned to look at who was holding Danny vomiting, ran to him, and gave him a bucket to vomit,

- Said sorry before running out to the bathroom, I sat on the floor and Erik imitate me, you look through the mirrors on the walls, his face full concern, I wondered to myself if one day could fall in love like that, a way to love, and to suffer for someone else, Danny and Erik, take just a few days Acquainted, but for them it was more than just you want ..

I said good-will are smiling only effects of the disease

-wise than their parents do not know is homoxesual said dryly

- Did not know, and being sincere it will be a big problem - I and gripping shoulders find a solution-the looked at me almost reluctantly-by God removes that face towards depression delivery, you have so many opportunities to be with the, their parents are never to because you have too many things to do like mine, you have much time to spend with him and I will help you to be together

- To tell me if you do?

-the cover you, and do not look well, I did too times I said and smiled at me, helped me to stand and I went by Danny, we found waiting for us at the start, as if nothing had happened.

The days in the hospital passed slower, that walking a turtle, just spoke with my mother, but never wanted to know about the life of mine or my friends own brothers, I always try to make me strong but is very difficult , in middle of the night, you hear that you someone is more advanced in overcoming cancer, I like solitude, because I can mourn alone in my room with my mother, look at me with eyes of pity.

I was sitting in the living chemotherapy sessions, reading a magazine, Danny estava front of me, I never left her alone in these sections, the curtain that divided walked me to the person next to me had a girl smiled at me

- I said hello, she looked at me.

- That's your hair-I said touching a lock of my hair that barely reached my shoulders mine came to my back, but now I do not have-I said it that way, I felt helpless, nurse closed the shade, try to make me strong, Erik soon came to make us laugh. I felt so tired that Danny and Erik helped me get to my bedroom, they wanted to stay with me, but I felt somewhat indisposed and told them I wanted to sleep. Do not know how long I slept, but I was just getting the sun, I change clothes, I just put a big white sweater, brush my teeth and lifted my head to look in the mirror, I began to bleed from the nose

- God not now take a rag and put it in my nose, but the bleeding was getting stronger look, my face my hands, my clothes were full of blood, blood dripping through my hands, that the cloth was soaked, needed  some ice cream, to stop the bleeding, I had to call Clementine and fast, I left my bedroom, to flip the hallway was Erik and Danny watching me, Danny ran with me, but I was not looking at him, looked at my family down the hall, Abie, Alan and my father were completely scared, I ran to my mother, but not my left JOINING, Clementine sat me in a chair and was driving me to a room, he passed mia brothers, I could hear them say

-Holy Mother, 'said one of them, I reigned  a gurney, doctors passed by me, a doctor who did not know approached me, my parents were watching me from the doorway, I could see my mother mourn, away from my father,

- You have taken no medication required for you, I wonder, the bleeding did not stop talking to me, or refused haci only nodded, in case eset refuse from

- You have cauterized before-I again deny

-burn your bleeding vessels, the procedure will be under general anesthesia, be somewhat heavy-only look and assent.

I woke up wanting to vomit, someone gave me a jar, my father was holding my hair and Clementine helped me wipe my mouth, my brothers were in the room

-beautiful need a sample-he said - before my belly, I look at the faces of my brothers, my mother and my father were all puzzled, Clementine under my pants a little and quisa my mother had changed my clothes - love and keeps hurting like before - I wonder

- If a little, and I felt like one enterro ahuja, clothing fits me and she left the room, I take a few antibiotics for sore nose, I turned and look

- Because you must visit, in my humble bedroom I said in sarcastic tone, Alan smiled

- Just wanted to see you, because you did not want to answer our calls said, Abie left the room to answer a call

-but we are also here to tell you that we believe that Alan could be a bone marrow donor

- Do not do it if you do not want-I said looking sharply

- No, I do it because I want to do it, my father left the room to talk to the doctor, he sat next to me in bed, I do not want you to suffer Elena and I'll owed ​​for covering so many times that my parents discovered upon arriving home late

- Those old time, when I was a cheerleader, you're still good football player, said on his arm by hitting Alan know, do not wanna die-the countenance of his face with one hand and hug me something drastic

- Yesterday we were scared to see you too engorged, paresis that were out of the movie Halloween away from me and looked at the

- But if I die I leave my turtle inheritance - I could not bring me Haci who had left in charge on

- About it, a dead god had left the dying

fool-me-on-stand next want to accompany me to do something I said

- What?

- I want to get a tattoo I said dryly

said these crazy-serious

-I said no, I had to draw strength from the room while I was the leading indication of the way that you had to take the doubt for a moment take me to that place, but I end up accepting the same, at first it hurt something, but after I get used in my side quiz one dandelion, which represent what is vat of my life, in the center of my back, from the bottom of the neck almost to the affected area of my back wanted the frasse "ARE tHE DESIRE TO LIVE ..." and one of my fingers tattooed me a face of a lion, to represent that I could still fight, when we were already in the van, I turned towards me and looked at Alan

- Thanks, 'I said, and looked at me unemployment

- Why?

- Be the best brother and do this for me.

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