My Last Days... (English)

chapter 9

When you're small, you never think on the day of your death, or did you prepare for it, my mother says life, have more bad things than good things that make us suffer but those things are what make us see what life is beautiful. I always imagined getting married and having a beautiful family, but I see that this case is not for me, I remember when I played dolls and believed that life was so easy, but not and that's what makes it interesting. I look out the window and drops slip by it, not how long I've been asleep, but no one in the room with me, so I do not much here and state, took the album that is on one side of my bed and I open it, I've been taking photos, any time you think is necessary to keep the story touched the photo where I am with my family, not as it is they are happening, one day after a good night, but is the first time I'm not with my family, I will remove a little oxygen mask, try to swallow air, but I felt a burning in the chest, me fits again, next to me, had a machine that pulled a thin water in my body, but it is, the door opened and Dr. Lee, entered

-Hello, Elena-reviewed the equipment-you can remove the mask, if you want, do not breathe and will hurt, because we have taken out all the liquid from your lungs I remove the mask and look at it, do not ask anything, because I had nothing to ask, just waiting for the talk-well, it's hard to talk haci state, but get to the point, one of your lungs filled with cancerous fluid, we have taken, but your lung is severely damaged, he's just a 30% of its operation - unemployment and looked at your my parents do not know what happened to you, but that I wanted to talk to you, you're about to turn 18, and you will be an adult, so I want you to answer me and not your parents, there is a operation that you would conduct, but also follow the radiotherapy and chemotherapy lake

- Do not want to have surgery and it was true-I did not like the marks and stuff-I prefer radiation treatments, whether stronger 

-your nurse and your travel to your home in central London receive radiation treatments and I will be in charge of them, besides that most of the time, you have to use a nebulizer, so you can breathe well, I have spoken your mother to come by you said and turned around to leave but my voice stopped 

- Just do not tell her I said nothing 

- I will not say anything.

I'm in the car mom, I do not like goodbyes, Danny, I swore by his love for Erik that would make every effort to have it moved to the same clinic as mine, hugged him and told him he would have to be changed or would come for the hair. Recharge my head on the glass, had put the nebulizer, which was somewhat uncomfortable by the noise it makes, but get used to me, my mother turns to me many times and his face was red, he does not like me as well, but I also did not want my home how much they give bad attitude, Dr. Lee told my mother I could go now, and that was for nebulizer medication could not be injected, had to be smiling, although maybe in my lungs and have a less, but they may not know, my mother stopped the car, we arrived home, save my nebulizer, in a white backpack to charge me, I turned and smiled,

- I'm fine, 'I said, my voice sounded like a robot, I left the car and ran to the entrance of the house, luckily there was no one on the street, well that I think my mother brought my bags with them, opened the door between the kitchen and put some drugs, well as three boxes of injections, almost nothing to before, 

-Elena said Alan, I was sweating by training, came and hugged me, but then quickly away-from these so cold? 

- Is why I said it mists down the mask in my throat, of course I could not tell, is that my lung almost dying 

- Look like a robot with that, Alan got the mask and take it off quickly-it smells medically, I do not like-I smiled, had eaten something in the way, so I'm not hungry, I sat in the living room and saw my mother and Alan eating placidly as ever. Clementine sat next to me and took the catheter and inject something in the.

- You know you better be at home than in the hospital 

- Do-went up to my room and sat back, a black cap me picking my hair from stairs I heard my mother and Clementine 

- I can not see it that way, - said my mother 

-there are worse things 

- Actually you're not helping much, directed myself to my room, my window I could see that Alan and Connor, who was even more handsome, a girl who clearly recognized hung neck Connor, Anne now had other friends, other hollow like her, all were wearing the cheerleading uniform, and that made me angry, of course not with them, I opened my old closet and opened my window, my phone vibrated in my hands, which made ​​my callera out the window, demons is the last thing you wanted to see me, I quickly remove the nebulizer, and down the stairs, I hid in the bushes and I answered the phone 

- Hello, I whispered 

- I have good news-danny I was on the other side of the line I moved to london

- Although I said something had bitten in the leg, was a little ant, that caught the attention of the girls but my brothers fell to one with a kiss

- Danny said happened 

- Girl you do, there clementine said leaning on the slide 

- Anything I just like being outdoors-I told Clementine 

- You tell me you said Danny-morning passeth your home in the evening 

- Of course you'll be waiting here I said with a smile, Clementine realized I did not want them to see me and pulled me feet up into the house, danny Sure I'll wait here ..

I WANT  A NURSING HOME. I LOVE YUJU CLEMENTINE 

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