My Last Days... (English)

chapter 11

I smile weakly, trying to imagine it would be in the position where are my brothers, I am sitting on the couch beside Clementine getting my chemotherapy, my eyes go straight to my father, who still hugging my sister so happy , loose and starts to fix his tie, everyone is so excited today will be the first meal they have with the groom's family Abie, my mother down the stairs, with her canary yellow dress, her favorite by the way. my mother is so distant from my father, which I think could begin to have a new pope, it sounds illogical, Dr. Lee has made my mother feel alive again, some days ago I and I realize that my parents and no sleep in the same room.

-are listos- said my brother Alan, - Elena because you're not ready - I wonder Alan frowning, I think it is valid to say that even he had received the invitation to go, but could not say that or my parents discussed

- My fiance's family is somewhat different, so I think ... - he said it with a tone of contempt, he had understood very well but it seems that Alan indirect and not mom.

- Mr. Edward and Elena Abie not invited because you do not want the family of her fiance have a sick woman sees sister Clementine said, looking at them, my mother gasped

-gracias- told Clementine at low    

-from nothing-she told me, my mother said a few words to my father, and he frowned.

no-I'm not moving from here if Elena will not - my mother, hell not want that to happen, the last thing I wanted is that they break up because of me, Alan said he was about to say something

- Not right, mama got to go, you can not stop me, so at Abie- fits more in his chair Clementine will be with me all the time, I'll be smiling well-told, my mother came to me and kissed me on the cheek, . my mother closed the door behind him, Clementine took my central catheter needle is on my chest 

- It's a miracle that your mother is no longer I realized, you have a catheter 

- The hidden very well, hey come a boy said Clementine Clementine gaze made ​​me drop a laugh come to help with tutoring, or god stop looking at me like that, I'm very nervous and I stopped at the first step of the stairs to tell the truth, never before had been nervous for a boy-I smiled and went to my bedroom.

Elena you said Clementine expectancy at my door if you need anything I'll be in my room before going down, I turn and cross your fingers, she smiled, sighed and down the stairs, there is the in the room, attractive in all dimension of the word,, her blonde hair highlighted with light rays entering through the window, I quickly stop seeing me, I approached and smiled 

- hello 

- Hello- look without knowing what say- started, we sat at the round table next to the window that has a view of the garden

We started with math 

I hope it's not too difficult - I said and he smiled, started studying really is very good at math, I think I had misjudged the other thing is what I had thought. I think what I need in my life is an illusion, I arrange the best I could, just for him to see me, is that a small percentage of me also knows that I did for the us and realize I'm sick I do not want to realize that I have the catheter in the chest or see his bulge through my blouse, and I have the bruises on her arm from before I've never known a shy girl, was always the first to speak to a boy, but now he could not look at him without blushing, and perhaps see if I really like a girl, afraid before.

- Sorry, I see that these ocupada- said Danny, looks at me and winked 

- Or not because I have to ir- Connor said rising from his chair, kissed me on the cheek and we see it plainly see sale- closing the door behind him