My Last Days... (English)

chapter 12

- I can run you- said a voice in my hatred, I stopped abruptly and looked at him, Connor, his hair had some sweat and long sleeve shirt clung to his body, Dr. Lee had told me I could run but I had time to take a breath, my breath was stirred recalled the scene yesterday, look everywhere, it is assumed that no one saw me leave the house, my mother would never let me leave and less running. 

- Sure - I said and walked over to him, by God, as a sick, you can not fall in love. It's what I always repeat, but I think I was already in love with him a long time ago, if only I had not been so blind. 

- Sure - I said and walked over to him, by God, as a sick 

think-you know I like to run more in the company of someone-said

-that really sad to see you all full of sweat and said look, he turned and looked at me, he gave me a smile, her brown eyes, could become yellow by the rays of sun, god stop thinking in that, it's cheesy. 

-know think the flush of your cheeks running motivates me more, because I think we've come too much-I turned and looked at him, but at the first distraction I look in a mirror of a car, I arrange the hair. 

-know do not understand why women have to do that-said by my demons I thought I would not see me, my cheeks were completely red could pass for a strawberry, the next block is our home, but despite almost we have not done too many words, is not it a cheesy person, but he makes me forget that I have cancer, it makes me feel normal. I sat in the front row I saw regain needed air, her cheeks are flushed, he sat next to me.

-want out with me said to me, I looked intently it is not a quote, just ... 

-clear that god itself-I told him that if, 

-there is a celebration of the brotherhood of college and want to go with me, so you pass by the 7- told me kissed my cheek and went straight home, try to pass by his house surreptitiously, as if I was excited, including my home faster, more exciting than ever, I really do not know why I felt this, I had many appointments before and never had me nervous. I sat at the kitchen table, Clementine came in and kissed my cheek. 

-because so excitedly told me while preparing my breakfast, smiled, 

-I have an appointment 

You tell me-not and with that blond-boy said Clementine, heard a noise on the stairs and without thinking my mother was next to us 

-So will have an appointment and I am the last to enterarme- said over a cup of coffee, deep inside me, I felt guilty that she had to stay up for me, if I was not just sick.

Elena think it's not convenient to go, you had a stroke yesterday - he said gravely can not go through life as if you were a normal girl, besides the guy has to know what time you take your medication ... - this about her but do not listen to just look Clementine bowed his head, she thinks to do anything besides ruin everything-I do not want the boy to feel the burden of care for you. 

I'll go if you do not want- walk quickly toward the stairs, thanks to all the gods there, there was nobody home but us. 

-want be shame with all the guys, listen to me Elena said taking my arm my mother did not want anyone to make fun of you or leave you that boy chuck- she believes that just because I have cancer I will be a burden to everyone or if she thinks I'm a burden to her, the first thing I did to react was scatter away from me, but I think I did something wrong, I thought I still did not have much strength, but I think I'm wrong, my mother hit the wall, before entering my room I turned and looked at me 

-I feel sorry to have to be a burden to you, sometimes not want to be born in this family-damn you said and closed the door, closed the curtains, I take my clothes and into the shower, when I left, I finished fixing my Clementine bed, he smiled at me and instructed me to sit down beside her, took the catheter and Injecto vitamins I should be injected every day, to not take any illness that keeps me with chemotherapies.

-your mother left home, said he needed to take the air-how you look besides that we will have the house to ourselves all day, your sister will give an important warning for family and all meet - other time they let me out family gatherings, not that I do not get along with my sister is that she is just very close to my father, and I think I can not fit next to them - so I'll take care of you look very cute for that kid. 

After a while talk on skype with Danny and Erik today have a romantic dinner to celebrate her three months to know, when they played just one look at my room, I knew it was my mother, but did not say a word when you hear everyone out of the house, running down and look out the window of the room, everyone was in the car except my mother, she turned and looked at me, but I closed the window. 

-girl are going to eat some delicious desserts-Clementine, he spent the whole afternoon with me, helped me get ready for that Connor I looked cute as she says "a good view helps love" wise as are the feasts of the brotherhood, not have to wear elegant dresses, just be you, and all you see voltearan mold my hair a bit, but before leaving to take my medication, I wanted everything to be perfect. I'm sitting in the room, the bell began to play, I look clementine,

-opens you, please do not want to seem too eager, - I said and went to the kitchen, so I did not know that almost was waiting on the steps of his house, I went out and looked at him, wearing a black shirt slightly unbuttoned neck, but without seeming vulgar, he opened his eyes a little to see me, I approached him, Clementine and winked at me before we got in the car yelled at Connor 

-hey guy you'll be watching - Connor smiled at that 

-Clementine Seems that your bodyguards iso me laugh, or being in Connor's car, or anything, do not want to smile like an idiot, just something moderate 

He broke a leg -creme a boy, I tell you what, I have watched - and he said he laughed

-really I can not imagine myself doing that to someone-god or what worry me all afternoon, I thought that thing could platicarle, clearly did not want to say hey guy I have cancer, but that my life is not much fun to say. But it was the opposite, I the izo me laugh a lot along the way, the party is as I remembered, drugs, alcohol, and sex, felt the stares of the guys on me, until Connor put his hand on my back, all the time he left his hand there, while we were with friends, not retired, plus Connor does not like the smell of smoke, so I would not have to worry about that, I sat on a bench outside the house, Connor it was getting too close to me, her perfume is exquisite, this had happened to me hundreds of times but it was always the one who kissed him, but now I'll wait until this haga.el kissing me, and is not a kiss as before leaves no saliva everywhere, he knows what makes me away from him, not because he wanted to, but because I needed some air. 

You could I take a house-all the way did not say a word, squeezed several times the wheel, I'm just thinking it might be something between us but I can not say that I have cancer, I do not want to turn away because that. 

-sorry if it was too fast - interrupted him and kissed him, not wanting to seem like a shy girl, but also a bold, when I walk away from him, her lips were red and slightly her cheeks, I would lower the car but he did he kissed her again, until he left me out, before going home I turned, he smiled at me, back to reality, take my blanket colored flesh that is on the couch, my cheeks are flushed, prepare the nebulizer behind I turned off the kitchen light on escaler but my mother is sitting.

-You're early- tells me, looks at me and that I need to apologize, I sit next to her. 

I owe you an apology, I should not have tried so, is that all we're having a bad one .. 

-I only I should not have spoken to in that way and want to tell you that you're not a burden for micro hug me I love you but sometimes you're a stubbornly turn up and look, that's the mother I always have known.

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